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Monday, December 28, 2009

28 December 2009, Monday


28 December 2009, Monday 3 more days, the year of 2009 will be end. Been thinking this year, so many things happens around me. Been thinking so much of this things all, now i only realize on this years, i have done nothing. I get nothing. I dont any salary increase but the works non stop doing. I dont know where and need to improve is my lateness, my lazy and my behavior. Lazy is a bug where always keep on crawl through me. Haiz. Anyone? Please help me. .... Yesterday night was first time cook for my dearest's dad. I'm very happy when he told me is nice, delicious. But tasteless i know. I didnt like expert who know cook the food well. I need to improve! Improve my cooking skill.. I know some or part of it but not all. I want become a wife who can cook well for my husband and for his family. I know i can do it. Another thing, i want to further my study. But currently really no time + no money. I need to retake my course. I want to take kindergarden or montoserries programme. I love kids, adore baby and kids. But i'm the one dont wish to stay home once get marry. I want to work to help my husband. I dont want or i'm not the one want him to work hard outside btw i'm just in the home nothing to help with. Sometimes really feel i'm useless till no mood or do one thing till the end. I dont have such nice patient for this or that. My mom ask me to do with account where can get higher pay, but i dont wanna to stick in the office all the time, so i select to run outside. But yet i hate to run outside too much, what the hell i want. I know is time for me to change my current job. This time i really need at least RM1.5k or higher than that. Current salary really dont help me much. Help me!! I must help myself to get better pay. I want to let myself have nice and comfort house. I want!! So fan at the monday. MONDAY BLUEEEEEEE~~~~~~

Friday, December 25, 2009

25 December 2009, Friday


25 December 2009, Friday

Merry Xmas!!

Almost forgotten the blog. Every time when i decided and have a topic to express or share with, sure something will disturb till i cant manage to finish update the blog. Too many things happen within this year, many places i have been went with my dearest. Many times because my childish and need him to pamper me back even that's my false. I dont know starting when i'm be like this till i want to keep myself silent, hate me sometimes.

Just now went to facebook because someone give me his friend request. I saw him! My ex. He is dating with someone else. I dont know what's wrong with me till so pat poh want to know who is she. Read his profile know he was graduated with advance diploma in IT where same with my dearest now. He is famous of naughty student at secondary school at last past time. I also dont know why myself can stay with him till 3 years long till someone snatch him from me. But i'm too bad i have another of him later after him. Till i found my dearest now who really i can resists on. I dont know where he has his patient with me but someone cant. I know he is mine, i am his. Always when i feel fed up or fan, sure he will do something to cheer me up. Ppl told me, cancer man is always who love his partners much then him or herself. From here i know. My ex too.

Update some of the common from 1st week of December ~ now

3/12/09 to 5/12/09
Went to Penang with my family. This is also first time we went together after 7 months we had together. From there, we shop, eat, walk along beach, Hard Rock Hotel, Bayu Emas Apartment, Penang Hill, Gurney Plaza, Gurney Drive Hawker Stall, Gurney Drive Seafood Restaurant, cheese baked lobster, Oh Jian...... Too many things till i cant list all from here. But the memory still fresh in my heart, my mind.

11/12/09 to 12/12/09
This month whole friday selangor holiday till my dearest no need go to work. I'm happy with his accompany. Since last month till now he comes over my home with me, stay with me, just want to have more time together with me. He knows i cant see him during weekdays because of the distance. But i never thought that Internet and webcam can help till no need to miss other too much. Saturday gathering with my old college mates. He also want to join till my friend worry he will boring later. Just because, again he told me, i am his lou poh. -.-

18/12/09
Tropicana Mall. Went to watch movie with Clifton they all. All going with their partner and clifton also ask me the day before will i bring my dearest too? I texted him and told and ask. He wants to join. I'm replied with no and why. I am his lou poh. -.- Always take this reason to "dai" me. Haiz. Really dont know him. I also dont know i always ask him 'why'. -.- Maybe i like to hear when he told me because i'm is lou poh kua. -.-

19/12/09 to 20/12/09
Sunway Pyramid day! Just accompany my sis and bro buy their books. Yea, from here i bring lyly home! I have dinner with my dearest and his family. Ask again why invite me along? Haiz. Again i'm his lou poh lo. -.- His dad had invited me go to his sis's mom in law birthday party at Bangsar Shopping Mall. The dishes were so much delicious and yea, the food are expensive!! One table also need RM1.5k. Wow!! Nvm since the family was rich. They can afford the expenses. :)

23/12/09, 24/12/09 to 25/12/09
My dearest lou kong come overnight at my house as usual after his company dinner. Xmas eve and we didnt go to any where and wait my mom for supper. First time tried on ayam mutabak. Nice also but is oily. Sleep and we hahahaha. You know la. Make love lo. :D


Booo boo lou long, thank you of your 'because you are my lou poh lo' the sentence. Love you always and hehehe, i want your banana forever!

Monday, December 7, 2009

07 December 2009, Monday - Back from holiday


07 December 2009, Monday

Back from holiday..
Haiz. Feel really dont want to work le. What's wrong with me? The holiday too long and meaningful for me where i'm having my vacation with my love family and my dearest one. *Plakkkk* Wake up la! Been planned that will go to Sabah, Bali. But now still think that how since will join company trip for next year. See how first since now still very long way to go la~~~

Thursday morning raining!! Boo already warning that awake early. But the rain drop so long for a sudden. The long and heavy rain. Put all the luggage into car and i'm almost get wet! After drop them to KL Sentral for then take flight to Penang. Me? With my dearest one drive using car lo. On the way the rain non stop. I'm really tired but also need to accompany him to avoid him sleepy by the way we need to drive for long distance. But last i'm felt asleep. The rain only become small when we passed through Slim River. But also consider with rain. Reach Penang airport and pick them up at 11am+.

Summary:
Live at Bayu Emas Apartment @ Batu Ferenggi
Went to Kek lok shi, pray and buy handbag @ Ayer Hitam
Went to Penang Hill @ Bukit Bendera, drink coconut water
Went to Ayer Hitam @ Biscuit Tambun
Went to Kebun Bunga
Breakfast as american breakfast
Brunch at Butterworth before went back KL
Lunch with Asam Laksa near kek lok shi
Having dinner at Seafood restaurant, hawker stalls at Gurney Drive
@ Seafood Restaurant with: Vege + Toufu + Cheese Baked Lobster + Fish ...
@Gurney Drive Hawker Stall: Oh Jian, Fruit Rojak, Indian Rojak, Fried Koey tiao, Curry mee, Apom...
@Bukit Ferenggi Beach: Enjoy at Hard Rock Hotel even nt live there. Went to their ladies.

Pls: Photos will upload soon. Now no mood to upload. :D

Here really speacial thanks to my dad and mom where go vacation with us after 2 years. Besides also my deaest lao kong go with me. WIll love you always. Muaksss :-*

Sunday, November 29, 2009

29 N0vember 2009, Boo sick already


29 November 2009, Sunday
Fast, really fast We already go through together 6 months plus already. Hehe. Never think that i will been with you just first eye sight. Wahahaha¬ Been thinking now also dont know why we can so fast. In to a relationship, respect and trust is always most important one. Thanks to my love one so patient with childish of me. From here, we had our binnie, winnie, hunny, kitty and nana. All of them were bring to me from you darling.

Last night, i really drink till face so red. Boo said my face so red and snap the photo for me see. He told me i'm cute at the pics and i will upload to this when get it from my darling ok. From the pic, i can see how sweet we were, i can imagine why you always want me to become your future wife and yes, we will together and marry soon in 2 years time. This is a promise from you for me.


Boo was sick. We were at home whole day today once awake. He is so caring till no wake me up. He is sick, wrapped himself with the blanket and playing his game. When i'm wake and he slowly comes to me and give me his morning kiss and hug. So warm together with him. Went out pack breakfast for me even he is not feeling well. Wanton Mee + coconut water. He knows i'm sore throat. After had our brunch, watch tv, again we sleep again. Whole day today just SLEEP. Now i can imagine how PIG we are. Hahaha¬¬ I'm tiger but not pig la¬¬ Cook porridge for my boo cuz he really sick. Cabbage and cheese egg. Boo told me this is the thing where cant buy from outside. Boo keep on praise me. So happy le :)
See doctor before send me home. I love you darling¬¬¬ See you at next 3 days. Muaksss

Thursday, November 26, 2009

26 November 2009, Thursday: My 23th Bithday


26 November 2009, Thursday
Today Is my 23th birthday! Wish myself happy birthday. Actually already planned that will stay with my dearest one but suddenly of one command i turns to need to work. So sad and manager already voiced out for me, but my boss keep my me to work for them. Dont office still got other ppl can help me some? Why i'm on leave still want me to work! Ok, since i'm birthday today so i didnt meant want to angry. I'm only stay there for 4 hours, but also pai seh cuz he is waiting for me so long!

Well, today got to wait one whole day in immigrate department. Awake at 7am+ and reach there around 8am. Take pics and finish done all the form filling around 840am. Lucky boo was around Q up for me btw i take pics from other side, if not sure today cant take the passport so fast. Take number as 1114~ Mommy birthday! Wait for number calling from 850am till 11am+ only my turn! Now you may imagine that how FAST and FURIOUS our government is. Sweating when talking about them again. -.-


Here i'm many thanks to my boo's aunty, where i called her jiejie always. She texted me at last mid night around 12am+ and wish me happy birthday! She is the most earliest one compare best friend of mine. Feel touched and i'm only met her nt more than 5 times! She treat me so well and i'm really happy to let myself know is she treat me as my best friend too. Hahaha. She is second Lydia Sum. I loveeee her so much! Thanks ya sis your dinner last night.


This morning when awake my boo wish me and give me his morning kiss. So lovely couple we are. Hehe. :D Following with my kids~ Hunny and my beloved winnie. Mommy love you all! Boo's parents also wish me too. Feel so touch when get it from them. :) Best and wish ppl in this world can stay in a shelter and no more ppl hungry for food. Hope too my boo will marry me soon la. Lalalala~~~ :P Get ah pian's text when finish take my passport size photo. Really dont imagine that he still remember it. I also will remember your's as well~~~ 06/12. Where coming soon lo. Another touch thing when i'm on my facebook, wahahahaa~ Also so many wishes from all my lovely friend. Thanks ya guys and girls~~~~ Muakkkksss

Thursday, November 19, 2009

18 November 2009, Wednesday


18 November 2009, Wednesday

Cant sleep. I'm cried finally. I cant, no longer can tahan already. Too much things i just keep inside my heart and now i cant endure and finally i'm cried and told my dearest what i'm facing this all times. I did understand sometimes really the hormone will make someone angry or sad because since form 4 we had study too much of science. Hormone will influence our feeling and will show from our face. But really dont understand why i do what you have ask me to do so but still wanna to keep screw me up use sms? I did respect you as my boss and my friend, so i'm only email you even i'm in rush last noon.

Story comes when last Thursday where i got to go Quarts Chemical where at Taman Mayang, Kelana Jaya at the morning. I did and i'm too much busy at the morning just because of doing format customise and the person in charge keep on argue on me Ms. Ann was agreed long time ago will included the format customise when they purchased software together. But dont know mis communication or her dont want to keep her promise, when i come back next back office i get screw again for free of charge doing their customise! See, who is the right? who is the wrong one? I really dont know. I'm nt the one deal with them, i just follow the order to go on site training for them. Now also thinking how cuz i havent finish training for them.

Ok, back the story.
When comes 2pm, i so rush after received his call and told him i'm on the way coming back from there cuz we have appointment 3pm at Puchong. I really remember and keep rushing alex fast and fast! But the women there keep asking like non stop. We only successfully leave around 230pm, and that time i told him i almost reach back office. I know this time i really did wrong cuz didnt tell him truth. But i really, i swear never said the word- Ask him to come down from office! Why you want me to eat such big death cat!! Ok fine, i accept this but really dont know now he will think of the revenge till now!

Sms me last noon after lunch. He ask me to give him the explanation.......

I feel so sorrow and cried. Dont feel wanna to continue.
I hate him so much tonight!!!

Monday, November 16, 2009

16 October 2009, Unhappy Day


16 November 2009, Monday

6 Months
So fast we already go through 6 months @ half year. Another 6 more months we will comes to 1 year le. Happy anniversary 6 months darling!! May we have another more and more 6 moths later ya, muaksss.

Today morning really nt that happy cause everything comes on so rush! Supposely i need to go on site at the morning but i hate ppl keep rushing me go out by the way the phone keep ringing looking for me. IS ok, is fine. IS you more hate is when alex keep asking the questions! How come he never tried and just asking me. Allen on site also keep calling me ask me try and error something. Keep calling HQ senior asking for help, she keep on engaged! Wow! Really so pek chek at the moment!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Feel wanna to scold ppl at the moment! Really Monday blue and no one willing to help you.

Comes after lunch. .. ...
Again busy. The phone keep ringing again. Actually i hate him! Sharing phone with him. Haiz. My admin already claimed that is my phone, why he still so busy body to take my phone and answer? I very very hate him till dont want to give him co- operate! I hate clifton sometimes when he keep on rush you go to customer side. I know i know ok! I know the time management. Please la give me a break! My boss already said that to them i will take over the telemarketer job when she and clifton not around. PLEASE LA! IF YOU DONT KNOW, JUST DONT PICK UP MY PHONE AND ANSWER! If you dont know, please dont act like know! Quotation also didnt save to my sharing folder. What the!!!!! I really dont know what he wants! He dont know the thing ask us, please stop pai pose can or not!!!! I dont know Payroll!!! How many times you want me to tell you!!!!!!! Ask Allen la ok. Any idea to fire him fast? I no longer want to see him!!!

Boo,
I really unhappy today. Too much of hate and geram expression in my heart wanna to express out! Today is cool day all day raining non stop but still didnt make my feeling cool down. :( Really feel want to cry. God please help me!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

10 November 2009, Non Stop Complaining :S


10 November 2009, Tuesday

Tuesday
Another 3 more days got to work then only can see you at Saturday. Today should be wait for you online de, but you sms told me that your sis was waiting for you all go UM help her. The car suddenly break down and you reach home already around 945pm. What to do? Just wait for tomorrow lo. You should be tired d due to stand and wait for the track for almost 1 hour.

Tomorrow i got to go out again. Yea, i like to go out compare just sitting down in office. But hate it when i got to go out everyday! Is really boring what i can say. Again this week i'm nt in the office. Beside training, on- site trouble shooting, what else i need to do? Eating ppl's shit? Yea, i am full of eating his shit sometimes! I hate him! I dont know what happen to me till i want to complaint him non stop! No one willing to take his shit and no doubt, no one likes him! Yea, he is so free till doing ppl's things. Haiz. What else i might complaint? I think here cant let me finish story.

Thinking when i can go to travel oversea again. I want to go Italy @ Rome. Is such a nice place i need to go. I had save $ but almost every month over budget! Monthly salary really didnt help much. Thinking any part time i can take? Complaint again! Why everything increase, food increase, petrol increase!! But salary never increase? I do like a stupid everyday, keep answering the support calls even after office hour i also supporting. End with? Nothing. Complaint work, why this world unfair. The ppl who rich will keep continue rich till the property much but poor ppl like me will poor till every month need my dearest to help me. Haiz.

Again, sad of my friend.
I read her blog. Knew that she already broken up with her bf. Their relationship only for 2 years plus only. We are used to be good friend when we at foundation time. We totally 8 frens is really best friend ever! I knew her from first session lecture and we start join together and slowly get into a group with 8! There is one thing happen till we never talk to each other later. Story is when they is a guy who i knew him from forum first. We are good fren and i will go to swimming with him every sunday. She knew him later and i dont know where she knew him. I know she liked him by the way she already got a bf. Then the guy know she got a bf (lol, i didnt tell the boy) and he keep away and stay away from her. She think i told him about her and bf and call me why i treated her like that! I never do this to her and finally i lost friendship within her and the boy. Even though they are still in my facebook but i seldom take to them much already. I dont know what happen to her, but i can feel that she really sallow. From her bf now (suppose is ex bf) he has doing something wrong till she cant forgive him! Anyway, this is their business and i didnt want to comment too much. :'(

Boo,
Countdown 4 more days.. Our 6 months @ half years anniversary coming! Is falls on sunday oh. What planning we should have? Just a simple dinner will do or celebrate together when comes to my birthday lo. Hehe. Darling promised me will buy me something de. What boo boo will buy oh? Really surprise me till now. Well, next month 24 - 27 we will go to Malacca ok? My sis and my fren will join too. Include me and you totally 5 ppls. My sis will become tour guide as she told me she already hafal all the map of Malacca. She will bring us where to eat and where to walk. 26th is my friend @ admin wedding day, she will held at lunch 3pm. So later then we straight go back or see how. I will discuss with you later this saturday ok.

Fu love you, muaksss

Binnie,
Take care. Mommy love you too

Monday, November 9, 2009

09 November 2009, Miss Binnie again :'(


09 November 2009, Monday

Monday Blue. .. ... .... .....
This always happens to me every first day of the week. Feel really dont wanna to awake when time comes!! But what to do? We need to work to get $ to buy the things what we want. We are nt fei chai where just waiting for others "yong" us.
Tonight again i sleep late because doing things for my customer. But cant manage to settle it bcuz of i keep online, on facebook. I dont feel any sleepy. I'm listening the music by the way doing my things. Wondering if there is no music in life. Sure i'm the one will die fast. I really need it for when i feel sad. I'm listening quite touch love song now.

Boo,
Your fu now tears out from my eyes. I'm the one who easily get cry when feel touch. Think you know you this too. I lost my binnie already almost 3 weeks and no one willing to return to me. I totally know binnie will leave me far start now on. I hope he will get happiness with the new family who took him back. If they is the cat who bring him away, i also hope he will take care of yourself. Binnie, mommy pray for you. Mommy really love you. If not i will nt cried till now.

Boo,
I miss binnie. I miss you too. I still cant stop thinking of binnie. Who's the one took my binnie!! :( i want binnie back to my side. :( :'(

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

04 November 2009, Endure!!! (Part 2)


04 November 2009, Wednesday (Part 2)

Boo,
I read your comment and now got something in my mind. I have learn long time ago what is the mean by ENDURE. Every time when angry comes to my mind, after i have shoot all things out from my heart, i will be fine later. I dont know what is angry long time or hate someone forever, but i know angry or hate someone will be very tired. So i selected sometimes what is close one eye and open one eye. I know sometimes really happen in my family- my mom only bias to my brothers but i select dont want to haggled because if i really care of this, i will nt happy. Now i get you who will treat me nice and love me always, so same too i know i need to love you too. This is where we need to be share, be care since we are in relationship now.

Boo,
Countdown 22 days more.. You know what is the day next. Actually i didn't want from you much on this cause dont want to waste your money on this. But you keep on want me to accept the gift from you, so i have to accept it lo. Thanks again darling. I want bracelet! Gold bracelet as my birthday present. Hehe. No need to expensive cause we are nt really rich at the moment. I really need to do with some part time. I really cant take my current salary already. Too little and every month spend and spend. Almost need boo help me for every end of month. Part time accounting can consider, but too tired on the calculation, account balancing. Maybe i can think of tuition of the students. But if let say i really take this, i might cant see you online every night already. :(

Boo,
Tmr i got to go out training at morning. So i will be only at office after lunch. I very feel cant work together with the DOG again. Too much complaint on him and i'm now feel really sien of him already!
Binnie,
Mommy still miss you. Take care ya! Muaksss

04 November 2009, Complaining


04 November 2009, Wednesday

So fast, today comes wednesday already. This 3 days being so busy non stop. Last night only slept at 3am. But i didnt feel any busy. Dont know why. Maybe i'm too old and i dont any sleepy on this. This few weeks raining so heavy, rain at the afternoon right after my lunch time. Is suppose very nice to sleep but i didnt feel want to sleep. Keep on busy non stop since this morning. Tmr got to go out again! But my tasks havent finish yet le. Keep on eating ppl's shit. Very full till i very hate him! How come i keep on complaint this fellow non stop? Is it i'm too choosy? Am i dont like him? or hate him too much? Haiz

Do you ever that one person keep on complaint her / his colleague non stop? Think i'm the one who is complaining. This i didnt mean anything but keep ya always i dont like! I hate him. No doubt! Is true. He like to be pose! For who see? Me? Sorry, i'm not interested. Better i see my dearest pai pose. Haiz :(

Sunday, November 1, 2009

01 November 2009, Bring Nana home Day





01 November 2009, Sunday
Yesterday late afternoon went to gathering with my university friend. So surprise i only see 5 of them. Really dont know them. But i'm happy cause i'm really long time didnt see them already. We will get another gathering again at next year. Perhaps next year when they comes graduation. Well, boo think you should remember? When i complaint that i want to go ladies, i saw Ty bear at a small stair. From there boo buy me again Nana. Nana had been joined our family le. Thanks boo sayang and love me so much ah. Fu will always love you! :) 25 days more will comes to my birthday already le. Just now when we went to Subang Parade right after finish doing back up -ing for his aunty, i feel so hot and darling bring me to walk walk there. Having Sakae Sushi as lunch. So surprise to know Memory Lane got sell TY bear!! But so sad we didnt found binnie. So i have decided that i will buy binnie back from Ebay soon on this or next week. This time i really will take good care of my nana. I will nt like binnie again de.

Binnie,
Again mommy want to tell you- Mommy miss you! I had been miss you all day and night. Why you dont wanna to let mommy know where are you? Binnie, last late evening mommy bought nana back from Mid valley. Dont angry mommy ok. Even mommy buy her back, mommy still love you as my son! You are always my love son. No one may over you and you are always my lovely eldest son. Yesterday when daddy switch on his laptop, nana so happy and see you on daddy's laptop desktop wallpaper. She asked me why she didnt inside. This is the last picture i had with you. Even you are apart with me and daddy, but always remember that we will always love you. I will not forget you! Mommy will put you deep inside your heart.

Darling,
Thanks for bring nana back to my side to become part of our family. Blue nana. Hehe. Today when we go to Subang Parade, darling also bring me to see the TY beannie bears. Next time we should know already where we can buy TY bear already hor. Dont know hunny pooh will jealous or not cause i bring nana home. Overnight at my house last night and back home today around 925pm. Only use 30 mins reach home. Boo telling me that you using PLUS highway and you are tired even slept 3 hours+ nap at the afternoon. Er. .. ..... Boo, take off your pants!! Hehe. :P

Friday, October 30, 2009

30 October 2009, Sad + tired working day


30 October 2009, Friday
1 more day, tmr will come to last day of October. Really feel the day come really fast! See my age older and older and next month comes to my birthday. I'm no longer a young girl where know as mommy's girl. I'm awake and slowly become adult and for sure i will come to the stage to become mommy later. Tmr i have been thinking should i work or skip the work. I had been work for 3 weeks!! Think, decided~!! I will nt working tmr la. Hehe, this didnt meant i'm lazy wo but sure i will work de. But till now we all havent get salary from my boss yet. So slow and pity us. So much tired in this week. Feel wanna rest in office but the appointment like non stop! Very tired. Been using team viewer format customize for customer and demo product really first time ever in my life. I really never use on this beside support. Hahaha, feel myself really expert of this. Dont jealous me cuz i'm really genius in this. Wakakaka. :D

Binnie,
Mommy miss you again. This whole week had been raining at the afternoon after mommy back from lunch. How are you there? Got miss mommy or nt? Mommy till now non stop thinking of you. Did binnie catch under the rain? Or someone else take you home? Mommy really tired of the case. You know that your aunty (Yan Leng) also disturb me? Her laptop going something wrong and she cried! Haiz. :( So sad~~ :'(

Thursday, October 29, 2009

28 October 2009, Miss binnie again


28 October 2009, Wednesday
Suddenly cant sleep so get to wake up to update the blog. Maybe i'm slept at the evening time when reach home. SO i didnt feel any sleepy now. But i know also got to sleep too. Tomorrow i need to on site whole day! I really cant imagine when i will become old and dull in one day later? Did binnie still remember me as his mom when i manage get him back?

Darling,
I had emailed some question regarding ty bear selling in Malaysia. The person in charge told me that binnie was a limited edition in US MacDonald at year 2006. Malaysia cant get this ty bear, he/ she ask me try to ask or try to purchase at Ebay. So can consider that no one can get binnie again in Malaysia. I'm feel really regret till now why i so careless till binnie dropped i also dont know. I feel i'm really miss him. Where did him go? Who toke him away and dont wanna to return to me? My heart really sallow, sad. I miss my binnie! He had been live together with me so long years and now he just leave me like that.

Darling,
Why binnie dont even want to come to my dream where he is now! Why binnie just keep quiet and dont wanna me to secure him from bad ppl's hand? Dont him miss me? Or he angry me dropped him on floor and just run to your grandmom house? I really didnt meant it darling. I miss him. I always think of him before i sleep. But now all become past. If doremon here, i might ask him back to the day and time, take binnie on my hand.

Binnie,
How are you? Got mommy or daddy? Or even Winnie or Hunny? They are missed you. That is include mommy and daddy too. Let us know where are you can? Please dont angry mommy lo ok. Mommy didnt meant want to drop you de. I just accidently dropped you only. Binnie, mommy love you. Really love you. Mommy decided to get another clone of you back to my side. But he cant replace you. Dont angry ya. Muakss

Darling,
This Saturday my university friends gathering and you will be there too. Thanks accompany me go there and become cashier of mine. As promised, we will go to the shop see we can get binnie of not first. Really long time we didnt go to dating already lo. I will take this chance and we can go become sweet sweet again. I love you darling!

Monday, October 26, 2009

26 October 2009, So much in love with BooBoo


26 October 2009, Monday

Reach office 904am, lots of pending works since last week. So much tired, non stop busy since 10am. Do lots of work, no one here help me. But is ok, cuz this is my works, i have to settle it myself. So many support calls in today compare last week, really dont understand how the STUPID COW support when i'm nt around. Format customize + Data Migration + Support calls + Troubleshooting!! Really really non stop. So tired of work, but i'm really enjoy it! This is a part of my job. This is why i didnt accept accounting as my full time but my part time. I really learn many things here. Thanks to my boss willing to let me learn so fast of things..

Darling,
Today~~ We already been together 5 months 1 week 3 days already. So fast and 3 weeks later we will go through half year already!! Thinking how had we been together and just a simple step only. Very very thank you for pamper me so much since the day. Yea, at this 5 months+ we had been going through sweet, sad, bitter, spicy. ... We had been tried so many spices. Sorry to make you sad or cry on last few months back. I really didnt meant it. Sorry darling. I love you!

Darling,
I know we are not like others who can with each other accompany everyday. I only can see you at weekend just because of the distance. I will wait, wait till the time coming then i can upgrade my status already. Hehe, this i didnt meant i want to be your wife ah, just wanna to let you know i love you, i very very love you darling! Thanks so much for everything ya~~

Binnie,
Here raining again. How's you there? Did you take good care of yourself? Got miss mommy and your brothers? Even kitty too? Mommy still waiting for you comes to mommy's dream to tell me where you are now. Mommy at here still thinking of you, missing you in heart. Mommy already stop crying cuz i know even i'm cry every night also no use. Mommy really dont know where are you now. I have no idea. If you love mommy too, please tell mommy ok. Mommy love you so much!

Hunny & Winnie Pooh,
Again dont jealous with gorgor ok. Binnie gorgor, he is the one only accompany mommy at this 6 years before you both live with me. He is always you all's gorgor, big brother. I know you are missed him too. So let's pray gorgor will feel better at the other side ok. Mommy love you two too.

Kitty,
I know you are fresh with binnie gorgor, but remember he is your big gorgor besides Hunny and Winnie gorgor ok.

Love you all! Muakkksss

Sunday, October 25, 2009

25 October 2009, Challenge To Broga Hill



25 October 2009, Sunday

Awake early morning 5am, ready to go Broga Hill with all my colleagues. Last night slept so late, can consider only sleep 2 hours+ only. I slept at 2am+ after watched Clifton's posted video. All is about a elephant mommy give birth of elephant baby. REALLY TOUCH when the mommy want her kid learn how to walk, keep on kick her baby want him/her awake. Around 4am+ raining, thinking did them cancel the trip to Broga Hill? No call from any of them, so we just go out and meet Clifton. Allen waited us at Petronas Petrol station. On the way not much of car, we used 40mins to reach Broga Hill.

Prepared well and follow them go up to the hill. Feel is tired and my heart beat so fast! So many holes i saw by the way, if they is a mistake, sure will gone down to the hill. I really cant manage to go up and just at the half way, but Allen told me only little more i will manage go up. Will try again maybe next month. When tired of this, i had selected go down the hill and boo accompany me too. Really feel sorry ya darling. I'm the one who easily to give up when comes problem. Wait them in the car, maybe i'm too much tired so i'm asleep in the car too.

Having a nice breakfast where Allen bring us. Who ask him is Kajang lang wor. Hehe. Nice 'lat tong', 'foh pao yok' and 'fah tiew kei'. This spend us around RM92. Go home and sleep till 4pm+ only wake up. Ready the dinner for my bro, sis and of cause my dearest darling!!

Darling,
Thanks so much patient with me when going up with me to the hill. Your fufu is really useless where only stay at half hill. You also patient with me when going down hill. Love you boo!

Binnie,
Mommy still thinking of you. I will not forgot you no matter how. Promise mommy really need to take care ok. Mommy love you so much!

Winnie & Hunny Pooh,
Dont jealous with binnie korkor ok. Mommy also love you both de.

Friday, October 23, 2009

23 October 2009, tired working day


23 October 2009, Friday

Binnie,
Today raining non- stop at mommy's work place here. Sometimes big, sometimes small. This kind of weather, let mommy think of you. Daddy told me his place raining recently at evening. I really no idea where are you now. 6 days! Already almost 1 week mommy no dream of you, why you dont want come to mommy's dream to tell mommy where are you. Really dont want mommy already? Or angry mommy drop you?

Binnie,
Tomorrow got to work. So mommy will be late or maybe sunday only will go to daddy's house. So patient while ya ok? Mommy sure will take this chance to ask his neighbors did anyone see you or bring you home. No matter how mommy will not give up find you. Didi -es miss you and ask when you will back. Kitty didnt ask you much cause only know you few days not even one week. Remember that mommy will always love you! You are the always my love son.

Darling,
Sorry that this 2 days online late. I'm really tired. The stupid dog really make us cant peace. As complaint with you yesterday night, think carefully, customer really stay near from our office, why he can stay till 3 hours+ also havent come back? Only the SINGLE PC license. No one will blame if under networking environment. But how come! I install and mapping also 30 to 40mins. 3 hours!! Really dont know what the fuck he doing out there. Nia ma. No one like him! Like to pai pose. Ask him die la!!! :@ Today already tired when come back from taman mayang, my customer's side. Think will nice sitting at office with air cond. Wow, again when reach back office see everyone like war -ing. Clifton tell me "WELCOME TO THE WAR MS. CHIN". What the!! Thought nothing to do. But my boss ask me follow back the case: Again~!! The dog cant manage settle. Really hate him so much. No one like him de la. All busy like hell but he so free to call his friend. When to on site with him, stupid him, customer blamed him didnt give info correctly. Blamed on me also how my colleague dont know support but like expert!! See i kena scold. Really super super hate him!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

21 October 2009, Missing Binnie Day



21 October 2009, Wednesday

Tonight my dearest on night duty. Since he already promised me he will take care himself so i didnt worry him much. He already used to be night duty since dont know how long ago. So, as usual i will patiently wait for his call till i sleep later.

My Dear Binnie,
Forgive mommy that miss you till cried every night then only sleep. Mommy really miss you till every night have to think of you before sleep. How are you there? Since this few days raining, are you be fine? Mommy really no idea where are you now. Your daddy's mommy ask the malay kids, they said yes, they saw you on floor, but didnt pick you up and just left you on the floor. I'm worry did the cat toke you away and eat your body till cant see you in this life again? No matter how, mommy will get you back. I dont want you are on others' hand.

Binnie,
Mommy got something want to tell you. Mommy decided to purchase another set ty binnies' from Ebay. I want to get all your family to join back together. If mommy really cant get you back, can mommy to bring another binnie back home? Mommy already told your didi -es and daddy the new binnie ant replace you. You are the always eldest son of mine. No one will over you and i will always let Winnie and Hunny know you are always eldest brother of them. They are always ask mommy and daddy when you will back home and go to school with them again.

Binnie,
Take care yourself since mommy is not there. I cant give you milk milk since Sunday night. I'm very sorry binnie. Forgive mommy ok. Mommy really miss you. Shall i print out your photo and distribute to all your daddy's neighbors? Should i? This is daddy's idea. Mommy had been waiting for you comes to mommy's dream since Sunday night. Why you didnt come and let mommy know whre are you? Why? Dont you want mommy to secure you from bad ppl's hand? Hope really binnie today come to mommy's dream ok. When daddy going to night duty tonight too will chant for you to make you feel better.
Binnie,
Take care till mommy and daddy found you. Mommy love you, we will love you always.

Darling,
Thanks for searching whole net just look Binnie for me. I love you and sure we manage to get all the binnie later. I very very love you!!
Muakssss

Monday, October 19, 2009

19 October 2009, We will miss Binnie always. :'(


19 October 2009, Monday

Binnie!!
Did you hear me? Mommy is looking for you, as well as your daddy now. Where are you now? Please give us reply? Dont you miss mommy? daddy? And also your brothers and kitty? U know that mommy cant sleep whole night? Daddy also missed you till now. He feels guilty of didnt check you all when enter the car. Binnie please reveal yourself ok. Mommy really miss you badly. Mommy cried myself to sleep. I'm hugging Winnie and Hunny tell them lots of things. Winnie & Hunny feel alone without you along. You are the big gorgor to take care of them when mommy go to work. Why you now so cruel and leave me away?

Binnie,
You are with me since i'm 18 years old. Been together with me, stay with me 6 years. Mommy really cant imagine i will lose you just for one day. Please come to mommy's dream tell mommy who toke you home and i will ask daddy to bring you home later. Why you dont want to reveal yourself? I want to touch you, touch your beans near your ass there. But seems this is so far away away. Mommy feel loneliness at night without you along. Your didi- es become more quiet. No one will answer daddy's phone again since you had gone. No one will let us smile, tell us jokes after you had been gone.

Binnie,
Please tell mommy or goes to your dad's dream where are you ok. If his neighbors toke you home, at lease daddy can ask for their parents let you come back mommy's side. Please dont leave us away. Daddy will bring you up from drain if you accidently drop into it.

Binnie,
Again daddy and mommy want you to comes to our dream tonight ok. We are planning to buy another cousin of you. Even if we really decided to buy him, he cant replace you as my eldest son. Yea, our faith is nt too long, but mommy really treat you as my beloved son always. I will not giving up to find you. You are always with me, where same with daddy's heart too. Your daddy is always chant hope to see you later, or even next day morning. Please give us a miracle ok.

Binnie,
Di and Mi love you forever and ever! You will be always be in our heart.

Muaksss

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

14 October 2009, being love and love


14 October 2009, Wednesday
There is 2 days more we will come to 5 months. So fast! We are too easily and so fast we can get into it. Thanks so much for this coming 5 months~ caring, loving, understanding. You are always with me when i'm really need you the most. Appreciate what i have, thank you my dearest boo!!

Boo,
Today actually i need to do one only data migrate. But thanks to alex of the last minute. If Allen didnt call me, sure i dont know and allen prepare to die when goes to customer place. The reason he gives us is TODAY MORNING ONLY FOUND HIS PENDRIVE. Wow!! Why you never tell me need to do with the data migration. Suddenly i feel he is very scary, he even can kill you from behind. What is he trying to do? What me and allen die together? If we die, what he get? He what also dont know, no wonder allen said he learn also no use. Stupid him!! I really unhappy with him. Really feel he is one i wanna to scold and burn him whole body. Pukima!! :@ See make me say bad word already :S
Boo,
3 more days we will go cameron again. I really feel i dont wanna to go. Dont ask me why. Just can tell you this what i want. I dont know what make me have this decision. Sorry, i just dont wanna to disappointed you and dont want to see you unhappy. I dont know how to reject ppl. I'm the one dont know what is REJECT. Sorry

Monday, October 12, 2009

12 October 2009, Monday


12 October 2009, Monday

Working day again, Remember, last night when you went home i cried again after long time. I'm really miss you just you had leave. Why the happy moment always passed fast and i dont feel any of it? And the one more thing is: I'm found my hair clips!!

Boo,
Your fu fu very miss you! We are different from others where we will only will meet each other at Saturday & Sunday. Because we are too far from each other, so we only catch each other from webcam every weekday from Monday to Friday. Thinking last night, when only i can be your side, pamper by you, hold me sleep. Yea, my boo did it when overnight with me or i go to your house too. Miss you already. :( What to do? Just be patient, believe that i will be yours now and also forever! I will love you always de.


Boo,
I'm really dont understand why he wants to act pose when answer the phone? The phone is look for me, my admin already told and mention is for me but he still want to answer! Is ok, but i really angry is i forgotten to close my appointment diary book just now when i go to lunch. He was went out with Clif. He dare till sit on my chair and read it!! :@ What is manners! This is a simple as every children also know. How come he dont know de!! Nvm la, since just a little things. Last time my email now even got to share with him. Hate it. Where can like that? I so angry what he had done! I hate him, really un- song of him!! He is the most fei chai that i ever see. See, everyone complaint of him but your fu is the most one! Angry him. TMD!! :@

Boo,
Your fu really so much in love with you. I will always love you. I know you are too stress when working, but try to think of me, our cute sons sure you will feel better de ok. If really cant endure, you can text or call me. Yea, sometimes i will late reply or late read your text, dont angry ah.

Muakss, again
Love You.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

10 October 2009, Seafood Day


10 October 2009, Saturday

Really a good day for today beside falls on 090909, where means in mandarin is JiuJiuJiu, Forever means. Now in 1010, shi quan shi mei, where means all is all nice, all comes to nice. Would we will take 121212? Hahaha. :P Happy Wedding Anniversary to your parents!! May them will healthy and wealthy always.

My hand was pain after you tried to open and hold my hand last night. I want you to accompany me go to pasar malam de lo but you say you want go back home. Actually i'm not angry but sad. Why always keep promised my things didnt do? Maybe i'm the one who get ppl's bully. My brother & sister bully me, now your turn! You dont even know i'm cry. Nvm, just forget about it since already pass.

I bought a pair of hair clips- Pink & Blue colour, crystal. RM5 but now really dont know where i drop already. I want my hair clips back! Maybe when i take my phone out then hair clips drop d lo. So sad. I just get and wanna to wear tmr de, but now.. End nothing. :(

Night, see ya again.

Friday, October 9, 2009

09 Oct 2009 @Hot Day


09 October 2009, Friday

So fast, already 6th day of the week reach. Going to the 7th day. This whole week really nt really till no time to update the blog up. Nothing need to improvement but i need to put some photos of us soon. Maybe later? Tmr? Or when i feel the mood comes first ok?

Working with a LJ ppl is the bad thing ever i had. Who am i mention you should know. Really too much stress!! Need to take care of his things, what i had passed over to him at Tuesday before i went to training nothing finish to me!! End up you need to do back yourself. I dont know why my boss will get a ppl like him. But there is 1 thing i'm quite appreciate to get from my boss and Clifton is- They will trained me to become marketing staff since there is a vacancy since Jasper had resign. Clifton ask me to think of the CUM position.~ You know what the mean? Means they want your fu fu become Marketing + Trainer + Technical Support. But salary i dont know how much my boss wiling to pay me. Telemarketing also not bad for me, but they need a outdoor marketing. Let me think of it, and my boss give me 1 month time to think. If i dont want, i will become technical support and trainer as now. :D

If you didnt told me sure i will be forget our next friday 5 months anniversary. So fast we had been through 5 month since May. What i will expect to get from you ah darling? You better think of it till the day comes! Maybe i will do something DIY for you to let you know how sweet of your fu fu is ok. :P

Muakss, i will love you always boo. :)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Starting

Dearest darling,

This is the final blog where i had created last night. I want to keep this secret till i really done this blog. I had add a chat box there for easier we chat, drop each other some love when tiring of work.

I will always love you, tmr is the first blog where from 07 October 2009. Will copy & paste back our love diary when comes to Saturday ok.

Love you, Muakkss

FuFu