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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

28 April 2010, Get Well Soon, Darl!


28 April 2010, Wednesday

Darl complaint to me since last Thursday tears didnt stop since morning. He wants me to ask doc what's wrong with him. What i get is just a normal conclusion~ He is tired! But i cant even expected he is affected virus! Luckily i want him to check earlier with Dr. Thomas, where i knew him not long ago (but story quite long) , if nt i really dont know what will happen next to my darl. =(

Monday i didnt went to work. I'm accompany him went to General Hospital Klang to appointment with doctor at the early morning. We stay overnight at his 5th aunty house where near to hospital~ Teluk Pulai. She sent us to the hospital right after breakfast. I called Dr. Thomas when we were reach. So surprise when see so many peoples waiting to consult. But i'm quite lucky every time when 'visit' this hospital. I'm feel like i'm the V.I.P for this hospital. Why i said so? Because i never need to queue up what other peoples need to do. I can even sit at the Head Of Nurse (HON)'s room while waiting for consult from Head Of Department (HOD). Wow! Every friend i come for consult, sure they will get with the best service where no need to wait so long! I had a Head Of Department from Surgery to see me every time. My friend, Danny will get special offer with the Eyes Specialist. End last, my darl get Thhis Bedah Mulut, Head Of Department to treat. :)

Yea, that's why now i understand why we need friend sometimes. We can easily consult with any specialist sometimes. I have a lot of friends with any jobs from specialist to nor normal or just a learner. They are my good friend to consult when i really need a friend. Doctor, Nurse, Engineer, IT Engineer, Communication Engineer, Software/hardware consultant, shopkeeper, lawyer, clerk, outlet manager, boss. . .. Wow! Really cant tell here all. Please allow me to say that, i'm really grateful to have them to become my friend. When i need them, sure they never say no to me. I love friend, making more friends. I have a lot of friend where knew from internet, dont even meet them before. But they are really so good can give me a lot advices when i really need help. Thankkss so much to them!

Back to my darl's case. He needs to eat the medicine with name 'prednisolone'. I really dont know what this is. So i had Google -ed, this is one of the drug where we cant eat too much. What my darl eat is now dos quite heavy (5mg x5), so hope next week when he back to Dr. Thomas checking he will decrease the dos. Hope he is feel better with medicines, vitamin and the oil ment where doctor give him on Monday. Take care and get well soon, my lou kong darl. You had promised fu fu a lot of things! Pizza Hut, Macro Pizza, KFC, Genting, Ipoh, Haytai, ....

Love you de! Muaksss. :*

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

21 April 2010, All about me


21 April 2010, Wednesday
射手座终极分析
About 'Sagittarius'

乐观与忧愁:Happy & Sad
射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的,因为喜欢看的远,容易担 忧的事情也就多,在他们的字典里,即使现在好,也不一定代表未来好,有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣,他们很轻易的就会放弃掉,可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以,这样的外在表现,就让人们觉得他们 不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住,追求自由的,没有压力的感觉。

Sagittarius -ians didnt happy as show at outlook. Because likes to look far so worry things a lot. At their dictionary, even though now, also didnt mean will good in future. Sometimes, many peoples think a good job or a good couple; they will easily give up. This is because only one small matter reason. So, they will make people think of them dont like to commit, need fully freedom. They dont like pressure too!


现实:In Real
常说射手座是追求梦想的人,但往往
忽略了他们现实的一面,算计起来不会比 处女座差哦,只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的是必须建立在现实的基础上的,一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想,而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果 可以借巧力完成的事情,决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是,不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生,他们都在考 虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情,花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以,很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒,但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。
Always say that Sagittarius is the
pursue vainly hoped for, but they keep on neglect in their real. They didnt lose compare with virgo -ians. They are just hidden themselves. Sagittarius -ians hope and dreams must stabilize at real life. Usually they less talk about their dream, but they will use action to achieve their dream. If can use chocolate to complete their dream, they will try hard on it no matter how. So sometimes Sagittarius -ians is easy let people think they are smart and intelligent. Need to admit that their works really good! Maybe is life, they will always think about how to settle a thing with a best solution by using minimal energy. So, many Sagittarius -ians give other people impression is lazy. But actually their brain never stop for thinking about how to improve now for better.


拒绝低俗:Rejects vulgarly
几乎所有的射手座 内心都是骄傲的,其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上,外在的表现总是随和的,恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心,敏感也情绪化。因为射手座 人心中是骄傲的,所以他们拒绝低俗,不喜欢任何u的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以,他们希望一切有关的事物,都是优雅的、高尚的,值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的,虽然表面上他们是很随和的。

Almost and all the Sagittarius -ians were arrogant in heart; but didnt strong as Leo -ians. Just they will not show on their face only. From outlook, they are always easy get along with but they have a very strong self- respect. They are sensitive too. Because Sagittarius -ians give people impression is arrogant, so they reject vulgarly. They dont like uncouth, rough people or thing. If can, they hope all the things will become graceful, noble and worth to savoring. And can make them worth to become their friend or become couple is very less even they are easy going person.


多情:Affection
很多人说 射手座多情,尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中,对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向,和他们谈恋爱,是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人,所以你不能很 物质或喜欢谈钱,但是他们又很现实,所以你不能一文不名,各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神,你必须平衡的刚刚好,才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者,你 有足够的神秘感,可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里,而盲目的爱你。一般,当然是没有完美无缺的人的,所以,可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉,会非常吸引他们;或者象双子那样,足够机智,懂得察言观色,捕捉他们的情绪,才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是,第一阶段,你们 还不熟悉,他(她)爱上了你,非常热情。第二阶段,你们逐渐熟悉,而他(她)开始龟毛,整天挑剔你的毛病,无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他(她) 的挑剔过程,基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好;那么进入第三阶段,他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少,所以 有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔,是源于对爱情的挑剔,对丧失自由感的恐惧。

Many people said that Sagittarius is affection, especially man. Actually in Sagittarius -ian mind, their love is idealization. Dating with them is really a high difficulty, because they hate uncouth person. So, you cant talk about materialistic and money even they are reality. So, you cant be too poor, everything need to have strength. You need to stabilize both so they will know you are worth to be love. Or then you have enough mystical to let them know your shortcoming so they will love you blind. Of cause they is no prefect person, so like Taurus -ian, ascertains the airtight stuffy person will let Sagittarius -ians attract. Or like Gemini -ian, enough quick- witted, understand by watches everyone's mood by catches their moods will let them feel what love is. Usually the first stage about them: You both dont know each other; when he/she loves you, he/she will be very passionate. Second stage, When you both know each other better, she will become keep on complaining, how matter in front or behind. If you are lucky, keep the shortcoming best, so you will come to third stage where they will become loyal and passionate spouse. But the people who can pass at stage two were little, so they is affection comes to others' mouth. Actually Sagittarius -ian complaints, is a stems where to love nitpicking, to lose the scare of freedom.


射手座人的人生,往往是幸运 的,因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同,也许是他们终生追求的梦想,希望每一个射手人,可以找到他们的梦想!
Sagittarius -ians in life is the lucky one! Because of their smart, intelligent, happy go lucky is different compare with each other. This might because they love to chase for their dream. Hope every Sagittarius -ian will find their dream!


人人都说射手座是感情的 骗子,对爱情不尊重,只追求片刻的快感,是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗?
Everyone said that Sagittarius- ian is a liar in love, They didnt respect in relationship, only want to happy for a certain. There is 'flower heart'. But do you think you understand them well?


射手座是大孩子,天真与善良,遇到爱情时,可能让人感觉不认真,付出的比谁都 少。可是,知道吗?射手座很想爱,却也很怕爱!刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出,谨慎的爱,好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱,一天一天的相处下,射手座把带 刺的防备丢掉,开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人,在别人眼中,只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意,他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉,希望 对方能感受自己的爱,想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。
Sagittarius -ians is a child where cute, adorable and good heart. When they meet their love, will let people feel that he/she is not serious. Give is very little. But did you know, Sagittarius- ians want to love! But they scare to love too. They will giving their heart slowly. They will love cafefully, scare to hurt themselves. But day comes to days, their thorn will remove slowly and start to love his/her one no matter how. At people mind, they might because of something to do so, but they dont care. They ae being enjoy themselves, hope his/her love one will feel their one one when together with her love one.


在射手座爱上了一个人,他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担,可能会因为吵了一场 小架而不开心,却也是最快认错,无论谁的错,他们都会包容,知道吗?射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的,会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩,在玩的 同时,也希望把那一份好心情带给你,射手座是乐 观的。
Once a Sagittarius -ian fall in love, he/she always think of themselves at last. Everything that is not feel good, he/she will bear themselves. There is might a small fighting or quarrel, he/she will say sorry fast no matter he/she is no wrong. They are ready to forgive. They will forgive because of love someone so much if you betray. They enjoy to play so when they play, they will give you his/her happiness, so Sagittarius- ian is optimism one.


人们总觉得射手座的世界很 快乐,可是呢?射手座难过时没有人知道,他不想让别人可怜自己,射手座不坚强,可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心,让你有依靠,分手后,他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆,也不想爱的人因为同情而和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福,却常常忽略了自己,全身都是伤也笑着告诉你,我很好不用担心。
You might feel in their life is happy, but do you know, when they sad nobody knows because he/she dont know others to sympathy to him/her. They are not strong enough but they really good in heart. They will cheer you up but after broke up, they will keep on think the sweet memories belongs to you both. They dont want because of sympathy and reluctance together with him/her back. He/she hope his/her love one will happily ever after but always forgot themselves. They will tell you he/she is ok, ask you dont worry about him/her.


在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事,却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害,华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛?你的一点关心,心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好,把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你,射手座是不被了解的,可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为,让我承担吧,别让别人也受到伤害。所以,不要让快乐的射手座痛 苦,别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装,认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱,是充满泪水的
When all people saw his/her cheerful smile think he/she should be alright. But they didnt know broke up is a big hurt for them. Elegant outlook need someone to understand and pamper them well. Did you know? A little caring, they will remember how you treat them well. They will reserve his/her love for you. They are not to be understand but they will not on who else. They will think: Let them to bear better to hurt others. So, dont let them hurt, really love them! You must need to know, they are full of tears too....

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

20 April 2010, Tuesday- Should I Try?

20 April 2010, Tuesday

This blog update is requested by my darl. Last week we had back to my hometown to celebrate my grandma birthday. She is already 75 years old. My darl and i had bring her go to see heart doctor before we went back KL at the afternoon. My aunty told me her heart already become weak, she cant even breathe sometimes when try to sleep tight in the midnight. Some other hand, my aunty (uncle KW's wife) will make her heart pain sometimes. Keep on complaining of her this or that. Remember the day, we all went out. When we reach home, she saw the soup not even cook. She so angry and keep on screw her from behind. Well, this already pass. Now i know how a mother in law and daughter in law quarrel and fight is. Hope too after i marry to my darl nothing happens to me. :)

Back to my grandma case. I really dont know how long my grandma will stay alive. I want her to see me marry a good husband, she got a grandson in law. Yes, my darl is really good on everything. He really pamper me well when i want it too. Hahahaa! My grandma also wish to see us get marry too. But for me, this is too early. We dont even reach one year or more. Our financial haven't stable yet, we need to get more things done before get marry. So i'm not joke. Sometimes i told my darl we ned 10 years to stable our things.

Last week, had lunch with my high school friend. Talk about working holiday visa at other country. Australia, Singapore, Philippine, United Kingdom, Italy, Germany, United States... Well, i really have that mind i wanna to do so without think twice. I really feel fed up of here where will let me fly out from here. So, i had applied online aupair (where means become family babysitter at oversea). The advantages is really good where included can study part time at university, the family will give money every week. Where aupair need to is cook for the children, send the children go to school, accompany the child... (all about children and children only!!) Sounds interesting huh? But sad is, my darl dont let me to go so far. He will miss me wor. But should i have a try?

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

14 April 2010, 1st anniversary


14 April 2010, Wednesday

快要一年了,我们快要步入一年
One Year, Going to Be One Year

从来没有拥有这份感情那么久
Never been into one relationship so long

知道吗 我的爱情最厉害的只有那么短短的一天!
Did know that? The shortest relationship i had is ONE day!

一天 有想象到怎么那么只有一天 但也许他不是我的最爱
One Day! Think how come only one day? Maybe he is not my real love

所以我没有什么难过超过一个月 只是记得我哭 只有打电话哭
So I didnt feel any sad for one month compare previous one. I just remember i'm cried Called him also will cried

最后他说我们是哥哥和妹妹的关系 最后还是没有联络了
End last, he told me i'm his best sister always. And he is my brother. Now Already disconnected with him

记得第一次和我相隔10年的男人约我出去 就这样见面后就不回头
Remember the time the man who dated me out He left me and last just bye bye without prior notice


心痛的吃饭没胃口 一想到就会哭 一直赖在床上 不想出去 见到任何人
抓着被 什么都不想说 他给的原因 就是忘不了他的旧爱

Heart pain till dont feel to eat, when think about it sure tears will out till cry

Keep on the bed dont feel want to go out and see anyone

Hold my blanket, dont feel want to talk

The reason he told me: he cant forget his past


只是说 For The Time Being We Are Just Friend

He just told me: For The Time Being We Are Just Friend


现在放下了 有一个很爱我的男人 计划两年后的我们会生活在一起

Now i already put down I have a very good and love me so much de boy friend

Sooner we will have our family in two years time


他真的很包容 但唯有我很怕见到的是

He is really loving but i'm very hope he will improve


他很没有耐心 脾气有点暴躁

有值得开心的 他的亲戚有大部分的告诉我
他很疼很爱我 什么都听我的 脾气改善了很多
学会珍惜 也许这是因为意外后发生吧
他也告诉我 他爱的只有我一个 要我把心给他

He is really inpatient sometimes his temper i cant even stop him

But i'm happy cuz some of his relatives told me he had improve a lot compare last time

He is very love and pamper me What i told him sure he will listen to me

Learns how to appreciate I think this is because the accident few years back

He wants me to know he very much in love with me, he hopes i can become his lovely wife


我又有什么渴求呢? 没有

我只要他爱我就好了

What i hope? Just he will loves me more

We share all together, to go the road together till end of our life


老公,即将的一周年快乐!

Lou kong, lou poh want to wish you happy coming first year anniversary!


爱你

I love you

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

13 April 2010, 梦见他。。


13 April 2010, Tuesday

很真实,已经很久没有梦见他。奇怪,怎么他会出现在我梦里?
他已经有女朋友,也知道我们的不可能,但为什么要来我梦?

在梦里,我们很开心,他抱着我,亲吻我
是那种背着他女朋友和他开始。

为什么要让我发这些梦?
我们从来没有开始过,只是中三那年的同班
坐在他后面,一直的骚扰,那时的说定情信物竟然是他的手表!
我喜欢他到暗恋到被他叫我做他女友
朋友说叫我给他机会 但我们始终没有开始过

对他没有爱 怎么这样

Thursday, April 8, 2010

08 April 2010, I will, sure i will


08 April 2010, Thursday So fast, tomorrow already Friday. I will going to see my darl on next day. There is another 1 more week we will comes to 1 1 months, and 3 more weeks then will comes to 1 Year!! Wow, is really fast and very much love with this darl. He is caring compare other else, no one never and ever can compare with him. When you feel angry or speechless, he has his own idea to cheer you up. Well, that is only hot temper where i cant even control him sometimes. :(

I had been worried last morning when using the tester to test. I'm worried how been my single life end so fast no even travel oversea before. I keep on blessing and tell god please get it cruel to me. For me, this is really fast where only 11 months!! I dont wish to become mama so fast!! As our planned, i will only marry him in 2 years time. We need to plan buy new car, house or even maybe marriage need to use so much money! I dont know why some of the young couple would to get marry fast even they only together less than one year. I didnt mean my darl is not good, but really need sometimes to planned. Wedding grown, booking restaurant, dinner before get into Lim family... Wow!! Read too much of forum, sharing from others sure i will scare of it lo. We cant always only our partner to comes out money by the way we only sit there and waiting him to marry us. At this 21st century, we really need to well- plan everything to prevent waste of money.

Well, i'm here is suppose to prove that, i'm not pregnant. Read some article from net, this might be hormone un- balance. So better get a Gynecology and obstetrics doctor to check what's wrong with me. Maybe it's because of stress and watch too much of video during working hours? Hahaha, this only me know. Darl had told me if that is our kid, he want me to get and dont let me to do abortion. I know he loves kid, adore baby too. He has a wish that hope his grandma will see him get marry in one day before off to 'travel'. I know, his dad and mom is old compare my parents. So, lou kong, i will marry you in 2 years time. I'm sure!! :)


I Love you

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

07 April 2010, Wed - Is This Too Early?


07 April 2010, Wednesday

Good Morning!!
I had tested this morning using the tester where darl bought for me last night. I'm feel nothing since yesterday. But this morning when i awake ready go to washroom, i'm starting to get worry. I'm been thinking how and how. How if i really kena this jackpot without prior notice? I'm really really havent ready for this yet. I'm wondering so many times, safety already do, why still will kena? I dont know and dont dare to think so much. Just step and step see how. I had left the tester away while i'm brush my teeth. I dont even have the brave to see the result when finish bush teeth and clean my face. But this feeling no longer around me, just take out and see. You know the result? You guess la ok. :'( Then i throw the thing and go to work.

Just now my mom fetch me to work again. In the car she ask me planned to do what. I just answer her i will see doctor. She ask me dont be so happy of it. Ask me go to see doctor with you. She want to know what i plan to do. But seriously my mind is blank, i cant think anything else. What should i do? I really no idea. What i really need? Yea, i need a family!! Well 10 months only. We are only together only, is this too early for me?

Monday, April 5, 2010

05 April 2010, God Bless Me!

05 April 2010, Monday

If dont talk with my mom, maybe i really didnt will know i have to scary. This few days feel my back bone is pain. When i'm walk, feel my leg like "chou gen". I dont feel any of if at first till ppl said that i'm fatter than last time. My mom ask me long i didnt come already. I dont know what i'm feeling now. I didnt feel worry or sad. Just i dont know is this the time for now. I have a responsible bf where just now he told me he will marry me. I planned only will have kid in 5 years later. Anyway i will buy the pregnancy tester tmr to test. Friday i will get to hospital check. But i'm never have this experience and what should i do now if that is really kena jackpot? I have no mood for a sudden. Read so much of arc title that how the man leave the girl after know the girl pregnant. Too much things i got to worry. :(

Yea, we had use dom everytime when comes to that. Why? Safety already do, may be have to give me punishment where i'm only the one who didnt doing the prevention. Haiz. Already dont want to blame anyone else beside me. Just i want to pray hard nothing to do with me. Please, God Bless Me!