20 April 2010, Tuesday- Should I Try?

20 April 2010, Tuesday

This blog update is requested by my darl. Last week we had back to my hometown to celebrate my grandma birthday. She is already 75 years old. My darl and i had bring her go to see heart doctor before we went back KL at the afternoon. My aunty told me her heart already become weak, she cant even breathe sometimes when try to sleep tight in the midnight. Some other hand, my aunty (uncle KW's wife) will make her heart pain sometimes. Keep on complaining of her this or that. Remember the day, we all went out. When we reach home, she saw the soup not even cook. She so angry and keep on screw her from behind. Well, this already pass. Now i know how a mother in law and daughter in law quarrel and fight is. Hope too after i marry to my darl nothing happens to me. :)

Back to my grandma case. I really dont know how long my grandma will stay alive. I want her to see me marry a good husband, she got a grandson in law. Yes, my darl is really good on everything. He really pamper me well when i want it too. Hahahaa! My grandma also wish to see us get marry too. But for me, this is too early. We dont even reach one year or more. Our financial haven't stable yet, we need to get more things done before get marry. So i'm not joke. Sometimes i told my darl we ned 10 years to stable our things.

Last week, had lunch with my high school friend. Talk about working holiday visa at other country. Australia, Singapore, Philippine, United Kingdom, Italy, Germany, United States... Well, i really have that mind i wanna to do so without think twice. I really feel fed up of here where will let me fly out from here. So, i had applied online aupair (where means become family babysitter at oversea). The advantages is really good where included can study part time at university, the family will give money every week. Where aupair need to is cook for the children, send the children go to school, accompany the child... (all about children and children only!!) Sounds interesting huh? But sad is, my darl dont let me to go so far. He will miss me wor. But should i have a try?

21 January 2010, Thursday *Stuggling what should i do*

21 January 2010, Thursday *Stuggling what should i do*

IT. .. ...
I dont know why since i'm professional in IT in whole family and among my best friend. But maybe they dont know i'm only to get luck sometimes. Last night because of the pc sudden broke down due to cant access internet, i know i'm no longer expert. I cant manage to settle the small little thing like this. I hate myself why i'm in accounting background but end up with so smart in IT. My dad told me this is another good and technique where everyone should have it. My mom kept blame on me why i'm in IT company but i dont know IT things? Well, this is what reason huh? This make me more down when mom told me this. Everyone thinks i'm success in this carrers, but end with i give up!! I re choosen the subject where belongs to me earlier~ Accounts.

Accounts..
This subject i started to learn basic from high school. If not wrong, the teacher was Puan Yap. She is only the one who can make me so fresh when comes to her subject. When whole class felt asleep in her class, only 5 or 6 of us among 28 students listen to her. I'm the one who listen lecture in class laa~~ That's why thanks to Puan Yap because her influences make me choose this subject become my carrer now. I passed with A1 at Basic Account but i got 7D at my Mathematics!! I keep on mention that accounts totally different with mathematics, but dont know why the 'lou koo poh' keep blamed is same!! Wow!! In my thought, mathematics is a frgure where need to use formula but accounts only need to what is debit and credit. IS TOTALLY DIFFRENT !! I know i'm the stupid among in Chin family, but i'm proud of become in my family because beside my dad, i'm the one good in accounts and IT too. Hehe. .. ...

Auditor.. ... ....
The tasks is little complicated with accounts. Need t crack the head sometimes where need to do some adjustment on. Should i continuue study for my accounts to become charted auditor? or accountant? Let me have some times think about it first ok. I miss my lecture books now. As my dad advice: When comes to work, you want to go back to school life; when stuck in school life, you think working life is good. For me, yea~~~ Study life is better than working life.

Home Tutor. ..
I will do it when get right after married to get some side income. I lovE baby, adore baby and kids. I'm enough patient. I'm easy getting ppl's bully~~

Please bless me~~ Alleh Lu ya~~ AMen :)

12 October 2009, Monday

12 October 2009, Monday

Working day again, Remember, last night when you went home i cried again after long time. I'm really miss you just you had leave. Why the happy moment always passed fast and i dont feel any of it? And the one more thing is: I'm found my hair clips!!

Boo,
Your fu fu very miss you! We are different from others where we will only will meet each other at Saturday & Sunday. Because we are too far from each other, so we only catch each other from webcam every weekday from Monday to Friday. Thinking last night, when only i can be your side, pamper by you, hold me sleep. Yea, my boo did it when overnight with me or i go to your house too. Miss you already. :( What to do? Just be patient, believe that i will be yours now and also forever! I will love you always de.

Boo,

I'm really dont understand why he wants to act pose when answer the phone? The phone is look for me, my admin already told and mention is for me but he still want to answer! Is ok, but i really angry is i forgotten to close my appointment diary book just now when i go to lunch. He was went out with Clif. He dare till sit on my chair and read it!! :@ What is manners! This is a simple as every children also know. How come he dont know de!! Nvm la, since just a little things. Last time my email now even got to share with him. Hate it. Where can like that? I so angry what he had done! I hate him, really un- song of him!! He is the most fei chai that i ever see. See, everyone complaint of him but your fu is the most one! Angry him. TMD!! :@

Boo,
Your fu really so much in love with you. I will always love you. I know you are too stress when working, but try to think of me, our cute sons sure you will feel better de ok. If really cant endure, you can text or call me. Yea, sometimes i will late reply or late read your text, dont angry ah.

Muakss, again
Love You.