17 May 2010, Monday

17 May 2010, Monday

Happy Anniversary darling!! :)

Yesterday was our dating anniversary for first year. But we already celebrated earlier at Saturday night at Tasty Pot, Dataran Mentari. This is a place where i never been and so surprise that is another steamboat buffet where Pork Free! There are served with seafood such as: Fish filet, Bamboo Stick (chuk tan), lala, big clam, si ham, prawn, muser, and lots. Besides this, with lot of choices vegetables n chicken. The grill was grilled by staff there where we just need to q up to grab our food. Well, there is a roasted lamb too! Too many peoples waiting for the lamb. What i feel disappointed are two things: the beverage they have separate charge. We ordered a pot of tea till end of makan only refill 2x hot water only. Another is the upstair she had closed till downstairs finish without any empty seats. :(

Well, i'm ok with the food there. But who knows i'm feel so 'chai' at the night after the dinner. I didn't blame on the un- fresh food but i really dont feel feeling well later. My darl help me by applied me tiger balm and i cant even manage to sleep at night. I only feel the heat on my stomach and i cover with my blanket off. I kept on run to toilet but there is no shit for me out from my stupid stomach. :( I only manage to sleep well right after 5am. I only sleep for 5 hours! How do you imagine that you keep on go to visit toilet? It's not consider diarrhea but is stomach feel not feeling well only. :(

I visited 1 Utama before when to dinner. Actually i went there is because of the shoes is not fit me at hall with size 9 where already consider big size for me! Now even i need to change for size 10! :S What the hack of my legs is!! :S Well, i didn't blame on but my legs. Any ideas to make my legs smaller besides by cut my feet? Hahaha. :p Then We went to bought my bras where really costs me RM250 for this! But it's really love to wear it lo. Why? Is really comfortable and where also stylish and the pattern so nice. I'm really so love with this. (Pls: I will snap the photos and post here soon yea, Hehe!) ... At night before home, we went to cheras to take my bags where ordered from Kelly. Her bags really stylish and i love the colour too! Thanx ya Kelly. :D

Another Sunday @ 17/05/10, where really makes my legs broke where only i shopped only 5 hours. Because of today i did really makes my purse 'lubang' already. I need to buy a set of green tea because of an accident happen at purple cane. I dont blame but i really hurt because of money flew at the things where i dont want to buy! So 'sui' la. Haiz. :( Went to Cold Storage buy some things before went home after had tea time at Small Thailand, The Gardens, Mid Valley. Suddenly my small brother told me he wants to eat steamboat and i asked him to call my mom. So, we went to Jusco to buy the steamboat ingredients again. Hahaha, where we also bought the pork slides where nice to use to eat at shabu shabu before.

So, i just end my this two days holiday here. I will update ya again maybe later? Tonight? Or might tomorrow. See how i feel first ya. Hehe :P

12 May 2010, Wednesday

12 May 2010, Wednesday

4 more days, will comes to the anniversary with my darl. Due to soon we will go to Hatyai soon on next month, so i planned dont spend on the day. I just wanna to save now to go more further place. Now is near n affordable place, and soon i believe we may travel to Osaka, Japan where we will eat fresh sashimi as per our dream. Darl please dont waste money to buy flower or how, i just need to pass my day as last year. Is didnt mean i dont care of this day, but for the time being we really need to save! I want to see you recover soon with the nerves and all with didnt need to eat the drug again ok.

This few days i really feel i want to done with my account job. So sorry if i no time to entertain with you with reading your text message or calls. My company's project already done, what i need to do is my part since ppl at site had done his part. It's sound not easy but i believe sure i can do it. When everyone is free and playing around, is me where is only me who keep on doing non stop. I miss my gang, chit chatting with them from morning till late night. But since everyone is busy for their works, their love, what else i accept? I also have a bf where he wants to see me every weekend. So our meeting already become less and less. But i'm happy too we are still keep in touch through what have this today - Cell Phone! Hehe :P

Another sharing of thought:

Recently i had finished one TVB Hong Kong movie. It's a long time old series where i really love it so much till last month spend whole day at office just watch the movie. 天地男儿. This is really makes me cry so much! There are two couples where are always fighting for their true loves! I will feel sad or sorrow when feel that character is make me sympathy. Why the one is really love each other but end with this? For Chi Kien and Yong Yong, i really love to see them couple. And Suet Yeng and Kah Lap is always be one! The comes back in one when end of series. But different is the first couple already death! Well, is a good movie i really recommend to my friend and i will buy it be my collection when i see any where later!

28 April 2010, Get Well Soon, Darl!

28 April 2010, Wednesday

Darl complaint to me since last Thursday tears didnt stop since morning. He wants me to ask doc what's wrong with him. What i get is just a normal conclusion~ He is tired! But i cant even expected he is affected virus! Luckily i want him to check earlier with Dr. Thomas, where i knew him not long ago (but story quite long) , if nt i really dont know what will happen next to my darl. =(

Monday i didnt went to work. I'm accompany him went to General Hospital Klang to appointment with doctor at the early morning. We stay overnight at his 5th aunty house where near to hospital~ Teluk Pulai. She sent us to the hospital right after breakfast. I called Dr. Thomas when we were reach. So surprise when see so many peoples waiting to consult. But i'm quite lucky every time when 'visit' this hospital. I'm feel like i'm the V.I.P for this hospital. Why i said so? Because i never need to queue up what other peoples need to do. I can even sit at the Head Of Nurse (HON)'s room while waiting for consult from Head Of Department (HOD). Wow! Every friend i come for consult, sure they will get with the best service where no need to wait so long! I had a Head Of Department from Surgery to see me every time. My friend, Danny will get special offer with the Eyes Specialist. End last, my darl get Thhis Bedah Mulut, Head Of Department to treat. :)

Yea, that's why now i understand why we need friend sometimes. We can easily consult with any specialist sometimes. I have a lot of friends with any jobs from specialist to nor normal or just a learner. They are my good friend to consult when i really need a friend. Doctor, Nurse, Engineer, IT Engineer, Communication Engineer, Software/hardware consultant, shopkeeper, lawyer, clerk, outlet manager, boss. . .. Wow! Really cant tell here all. Please allow me to say that, i'm really grateful to have them to become my friend. When i need them, sure they never say no to me. I love friend, making more friends. I have a lot of friend where knew from internet, dont even meet them before. But they are really so good can give me a lot advices when i really need help. Thankkss so much to them!

Back to my darl's case. He needs to eat the medicine with name 'prednisolone'. I really dont know what this is. So i had Google -ed, this is one of the drug where we cant eat too much. What my darl eat is now dos quite heavy (5mg x5), so hope next week when he back to Dr. Thomas checking he will decrease the dos. Hope he is feel better with medicines, vitamin and the oil ment where doctor give him on Monday. Take care and get well soon, my lou kong darl. You had promised fu fu a lot of things! Pizza Hut, Macro Pizza, KFC, Genting, Ipoh, Haytai, ....

Love you de! Muaksss. :*

21 April 2010, All about me

21 April 2010, Wednesday
射手座终极分析
About 'Sagittarius'

乐观与忧愁：Happy & Sad
射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担 忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们 不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。
Sagittarius -ians didnt happy as show at outlook. Because likes to look far so worry things a lot. At their dictionary, even though now, also didnt mean will good in future. Sometimes, many peoples think a good job or a good couple; they will easily give up. This is because only one small matter reason. So, they will make people think of them dont like to commit, need fully freedom. They dont like pressure too!


现实：In Real
常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比 处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果 可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考 虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。
Always say that Sagittarius is the pursue vainly hoped for, but they keep on neglect in their real. They didnt lose compare with virgo -ians. They are just hidden themselves. Sagittarius -ians hope and dreams must stabilize at real life. Usually they less talk about their dream, but they will use action to achieve their dream. If can use chocolate to complete their dream, they will try hard on it no matter how. So sometimes Sagittarius -ians is easy let people think they are smart and intelligent. Need to admit that their works really good! Maybe is life, they will always think about how to settle a thing with a best solution by using minimal energy. So, many Sagittarius -ians give other people impression is lazy. But actually their brain never stop for thinking about how to improve now for better.


拒绝低俗：Rejects vulgarly
几乎所有的射手座 内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座 人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何u的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。
Almost and all the Sagittarius -ians were arrogant in heart; but didnt strong as Leo -ians. Just they will not show on their face only. From outlook, they are always easy get along with but they have a very strong self- respect. They are sensitive too. Because Sagittarius -ians give people impression is arrogant, so they reject vulgarly. They dont like uncouth, rough people or thing. If can, they hope all the things will become graceful, noble and worth to savoring. And can make them worth to become their friend or become couple is very less even they are easy going person.


多情：Affection
很多人说 射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很 物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你 有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们 还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她） 的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以 有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。
Many people said that Sagittarius is affection, especially man. Actually in Sagittarius -ian mind, their love is idealization. Dating with them is really a high difficulty, because they hate uncouth person. So, you cant talk about materialistic and money even they are reality. So, you cant be too poor, everything need to have strength. You need to stabilize both so they will know you are worth to be love. Or then you have enough mystical to let them know your shortcoming so they will love you blind. Of cause they is no prefect person, so like Taurus -ian, ascertains the airtight stuffy person will let Sagittarius -ians attract. Or like Gemini -ian, enough quick- witted, understand by watches everyone's mood by catches their moods will let them feel what love is. Usually the first stage about them: You both dont know each other; when he/she loves you, he/she will be very passionate. Second stage, When you both know each other better, she will become keep on complaining, how matter in front or behind. If you are lucky, keep the shortcoming best, so you will come to third stage where they will become loyal and passionate spouse. But the people who can pass at stage two were little, so they is affection comes to others' mouth. Actually Sagittarius -ian complaints, is a stems where to love nitpicking, to lose the scare of freedom.


射手座人的人生，往往是幸运 的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！
Sagittarius -ians in life is the lucky one! Because of their smart, intelligent, happy go lucky is different compare with each other. This might because they love to chase for their dream. Hope every Sagittarius -ian will find their dream!


人人都说射手座是感情的 骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？
Everyone said that Sagittarius- ian is a liar in love, They didnt respect in relationship, only want to happy for a certain. There is 'flower heart'. But do you think you understand them well?


射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都 少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带 刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望 对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。
Sagittarius -ians is a child where cute, adorable and good heart. When they meet their love, will let people feel that he/she is not serious. Give is very little. But did you know, Sagittarius- ians want to love! But they scare to love too. They will giving their heart slowly. They will love cafefully, scare to hurt themselves. But day comes to days, their thorn will remove slowly and start to love his/her one no matter how. At people mind, they might because of something to do so, but they dont care. They ae being enjoy themselves, hope his/her love one will feel their one one when together with her love one.


在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场 小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的 同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐 观的。
Once a Sagittarius -ian fall in love, he/she always think of themselves at last. Everything that is not feel good, he/she will bear themselves. There is might a small fighting or quarrel, he/she will say sorry fast no matter he/she is no wrong. They are ready to forgive. They will forgive because of love someone so much if you betray. They enjoy to play so when they play, they will give you his/her happiness, so Sagittarius- ian is optimism one.


人们总觉得射手座的世界很 快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。
You might feel in their life is happy, but do you know, when they sad nobody knows because he/she dont know others to sympathy to him/her. They are not strong enough but they really good in heart. They will cheer you up but after broke up, they will keep on think the sweet memories belongs to you both. They dont want because of sympathy and reluctance together with him/her back. He/she hope his/her love one will happily ever after but always forgot themselves. They will tell you he/she is ok, ask you dont worry about him/her.


在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛 苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…
When all people saw his/her cheerful smile think he/she should be alright. But they didnt know broke up is a big hurt for them. Elegant outlook need someone to understand and pamper them well. Did you know? A little caring, they will remember how you treat them well. They will reserve his/her love for you. They are not to be understand but they will not on who else. They will think: Let them to bear better to hurt others. So, dont let them hurt, really love them! You must need to know, they are full of tears too....

20 April 2010, Tuesday- Should I Try?

20 April 2010, Tuesday

This blog update is requested by my darl. Last week we had back to my hometown to celebrate my grandma birthday. She is already 75 years old. My darl and i had bring her go to see heart doctor before we went back KL at the afternoon. My aunty told me her heart already become weak, she cant even breathe sometimes when try to sleep tight in the midnight. Some other hand, my aunty (uncle KW's wife) will make her heart pain sometimes. Keep on complaining of her this or that. Remember the day, we all went out. When we reach home, she saw the soup not even cook. She so angry and keep on screw her from behind. Well, this already pass. Now i know how a mother in law and daughter in law quarrel and fight is. Hope too after i marry to my darl nothing happens to me. :)

Back to my grandma case. I really dont know how long my grandma will stay alive. I want her to see me marry a good husband, she got a grandson in law. Yes, my darl is really good on everything. He really pamper me well when i want it too. Hahahaa! My grandma also wish to see us get marry too. But for me, this is too early. We dont even reach one year or more. Our financial haven't stable yet, we need to get more things done before get marry. So i'm not joke. Sometimes i told my darl we ned 10 years to stable our things.

Last week, had lunch with my high school friend. Talk about working holiday visa at other country. Australia, Singapore, Philippine, United Kingdom, Italy, Germany, United States... Well, i really have that mind i wanna to do so without think twice. I really feel fed up of here where will let me fly out from here. So, i had applied online aupair (where means become family babysitter at oversea). The advantages is really good where included can study part time at university, the family will give money every week. Where aupair need to is cook for the children, send the children go to school, accompany the child... (all about children and children only!!) Sounds interesting huh? But sad is, my darl dont let me to go so far. He will miss me wor. But should i have a try?

14 April 2010, 1st anniversary

14 April 2010, Wednesday

快要一年了，我们快要步入一年
One Year, Going to Be One Year

从来没有拥有这份感情那么久
Never been into one relationship so long

知道吗 我的爱情最厉害的只有那么短短的一天！
Did know that? The shortest relationship i had is ONE day!

一天 有想象到怎么那么只有一天 但也许他不是我的最爱
One Day! Think how come only one day? Maybe he is not my real love

所以我没有什么难过超过一个月 只是记得我哭 只有打电话哭
So I didnt feel any sad for one month compare previous one. I just remember i'm cried Called him also will cried

最后他说我们是哥哥和妹妹的关系 最后还是没有联络了
End last, he told me i'm his best sister always. And he is my brother. Now Already disconnected with him

记得第一次和我相隔10年的男人约我出去 就这样见面后就不回头
Remember the time the man who dated me out He left me and last just bye bye without prior notice

心痛的吃饭没胃口 一想到就会哭 一直赖在床上 不想出去 见到任何人
抓着被 什么都不想说 他给的原因 就是忘不了他的旧爱

Heart pain till dont feel to eat, when think about it sure tears will out till cry

Keep on the bed dont feel want to go out and see anyone

Hold my blanket, dont feel want to talk

The reason he told me: he cant forget his past

只是说 For The Time Being We Are Just Friend

He just told me: For The Time Being We Are Just Friend

现在放下了 有一个很爱我的男人 计划两年后的我们会生活在一起

Now i already put down I have a very good and love me so much de boy friend

Sooner we will have our family in two years time

他真的很包容 但唯有我很怕见到的是

He is really loving but i'm very hope he will improve

他很没有耐心 脾气有点暴躁

有值得开心的 他的亲戚有大部分的告诉我
他很疼很爱我 什么都听我的 脾气改善了很多
学会珍惜 也许这是因为意外后发生吧
他也告诉我 他爱的只有我一个 要我把心给他

He is really inpatient sometimes his temper i cant even stop him

But i'm happy cuz some of his relatives told me he had improve a lot compare last time

He is very love and pamper me What i told him sure he will listen to me

Learns how to appreciate I think this is because the accident few years back

He wants me to know he very much in love with me, he hopes i can become his lovely wife

我又有什么渴求呢？ 没有

我只要他爱我就好了

What i hope? Just he will loves me more

We share all together, to go the road together till end of our life

老公，即将的一周年快乐！

Lou kong, lou poh want to wish you happy coming first year anniversary!

爱你

I love you

13 April 2010, 梦见他。。

13 April 2010, Tuesday

很真实，已经很久没有梦见他。奇怪，怎么他会出现在我梦里？
他已经有女朋友，也知道我们的不可能，但为什么要来我梦？

在梦里，我们很开心，他抱着我，亲吻我
是那种背着他女朋友和他开始。

为什么要让我发这些梦?
我们从来没有开始过，只是中三那年的同班
坐在他后面，一直的骚扰，那时的说定情信物竟然是他的手表！
我喜欢他到暗恋到被他叫我做他女友
朋友说叫我给他机会 但我们始终没有开始过

对他没有爱 怎么这样

08 April 2010, I will, sure i will

08 April 2010, Thursday So fast, tomorrow already Friday. I will going to see my darl on next day. There is another 1 more week we will comes to 1 1 months, and 3 more weeks then will comes to 1 Year!! Wow, is really fast and very much love with this darl. He is caring compare other else, no one never and ever can compare with him. When you feel angry or speechless, he has his own idea to cheer you up. Well, that is only hot temper where i cant even control him sometimes. :(

I had been worried last morning when using the tester to test. I'm worried how been my single life end so fast no even travel oversea before. I keep on blessing and tell god please get it cruel to me. For me, this is really fast where only 11 months!! I dont wish to become mama so fast!! As our planned, i will only marry him in 2 years time. We need to plan buy new car, house or even maybe marriage need to use so much money! I dont know why some of the young couple would to get marry fast even they only together less than one year. I didnt mean my darl is not good, but really need sometimes to planned. Wedding grown, booking restaurant, dinner before get into Lim family... Wow!! Read too much of forum, sharing from others sure i will scare of it lo. We cant always only our partner to comes out money by the way we only sit there and waiting him to marry us. At this 21st century, we really need to well- plan everything to prevent waste of money.

Well, i'm here is suppose to prove that, i'm not pregnant. Read some article from net, this might be hormone un- balance. So better get a Gynecology and obstetrics doctor to check what's wrong with me. Maybe it's because of stress and watch too much of video during working hours? Hahaha, this only me know. Darl had told me if that is our kid, he want me to get and dont let me to do abortion. I know he loves kid, adore baby too. He has a wish that hope his grandma will see him get marry in one day before off to 'travel'. I know, his dad and mom is old compare my parents. So, lou kong, i will marry you in 2 years time. I'm sure!! :)

I Love you

07 April 2010, Wed - Is This Too Early?

07 April 2010, Wednesday

Good Morning!!
I had tested this morning using the tester where darl bought for me last night. I'm feel nothing since yesterday. But this morning when i awake ready go to washroom, i'm starting to get worry. I'm been thinking how and how. How if i really kena this jackpot without prior notice? I'm really really havent ready for this yet. I'm wondering so many times, safety already do, why still will kena? I dont know and dont dare to think so much. Just step and step see how. I had left the tester away while i'm brush my teeth. I dont even have the brave to see the result when finish bush teeth and clean my face. But this feeling no longer around me, just take out and see. You know the result? You guess la ok. :'( Then i throw the thing and go to work.

Just now my mom fetch me to work again. In the car she ask me planned to do what. I just answer her i will see doctor. She ask me dont be so happy of it. Ask me go to see doctor with you. She want to know what i plan to do. But seriously my mind is blank, i cant think anything else. What should i do? I really no idea. What i really need? Yea, i need a family!! Well 10 months only. We are only together only, is this too early for me?

05 April 2010, God Bless Me!

05 April 2010, Monday

If dont talk with my mom, maybe i really didnt will know i have to scary. This few days feel my back bone is pain. When i'm walk, feel my leg like "chou gen". I dont feel any of if at first till ppl said that i'm fatter than last time. My mom ask me long i didnt come already. I dont know what i'm feeling now. I didnt feel worry or sad. Just i dont know is this the time for now. I have a responsible bf where just now he told me he will marry me. I planned only will have kid in 5 years later. Anyway i will buy the pregnancy tester tmr to test. Friday i will get to hospital check. But i'm never have this experience and what should i do now if that is really kena jackpot? I have no mood for a sudden. Read so much of arc title that how the man leave the girl after know the girl pregnant. Too much things i got to worry. :(

Yea, we had use dom everytime when comes to that. Why? Safety already do, may be have to give me punishment where i'm only the one who didnt doing the prevention. Haiz. Already dont want to blame anyone else beside me. Just i want to pray hard nothing to do with me. Please, God Bless Me!

22/03/2010 - Missing You Binnie!

22 March 2010, Monday

Dear Binnie,
You already left me almost 5 months. Remember that week i keep on cried when i miss you at night. How are you there? Why you never goes to my dream and tell me where you are now? Who pick you up and where you stay now? Or the wild cat or dog take you dont know go where already? Binnie, you are still in my heart even daddy bought a lot of didi -es and mei mei for mommy.

Binnie,
Remember that day i bring you home. You are given by someone that i dont wish to think back or remember. He is so rude till mommy left him. If nt your grandpa or grandma ask me to leave him, cut the contact with him, maybe sure i still under him and no faith to meet your daddy now. Your daddy is the one who sincere and love me always. He done everything where they never been do it for me. You remember that video clip that we had recorded with winnie before? That is the last video where i took together with you. But i appreciate everyday that you had been together with me, i cherish you with your accompany always.

Binnie,
Mommy now change another job as full time accounts executive at a construction firm. Although only mommy alone here every single minute, but i love this job. Even that are a lot of things waiting for me to catch back, but i love with this single minutes. Boss not around almost the time. I just need to take some time to failing, to check bank status, to check all the debts. I no need to go site as last time. Now mommy feel more better. No one give me his or her pleasure to me. Yes, now is the time where i'm very busy. Time will pass very fast.

Binnie,
Mommy will introduce you some of our family members ya. Photos will upload through here later ok. :)

1. Winnie Pooh - You know him. He is the eldest to take care among of them after you had left. He always help me to take after others when i go to work.

2. Hunny Pooh - The one who keep on lao kei. Always want mommy sayang and pamper during weekdays. When comes to weekend when daddy comes, sure he will gila bit. Keep on stick with daddy lo. Haiz. Kinda adult mind sometimes, he likes to joke to us sometimes.

3. Boo & Baby Pooh - We bought them at Penang last year.
4. Laguna (Nana)
5. Gratefully (Lyly)
6. Kitty (Ann)
7. Last one where we just bought at sunway pyramid- Tigger!! :)

Mommy will forever miss you! Love you binnie. Take care ya.

16 March 2010, Tuesday

16 March 2010, Tuesday

Happy 10 Months Darl! :)

Another 2 more months comes to our first year. Darl promised me will bring me to Genting for 2 days 1 night trip. Too many places we had been but the Genting trip with him only first time. Dont know or how we get together last 10 months but know that we are so happiness with each accompany. :D:D

Well, let me talk little of my new job. I kinda love this job because of freedom. They are not in the office almost the time. I'm the one who in charge of the office. But that is little regardless is, the accounts too much messy till i dont know where should i start. So many things i need to check back, re- filing follow my method. I had been didnt use to do accounts for 2 years long!! But bless me i will be back. I will get my work done. Give me 3 months time please.

Boo cough since last week. But i only can see him in person at weekend due to weekday we got work. Some more, our house distance is really far! I didint blame on what but time flew very fast! Weekend always not enough for us and next day we need to separated already. We are enjoy with each other accompany. So we need to make our date more meaningful. Too much things we had planned need to do together. Planned we will go for our first oversea trip soon with my parents. Although that is only bangkok, but sooner we will go for other place again hor. Hehe.

02 March 2010, My New Sony Ericsson W595 From My Lou Kong

02 March 2010, Tuesday

Never been thinking the date really passing fast. Calculating, i had alive been 24 years. I really dont know what i have done this 24 years. Using 14 years to study complete in university. If i didn't waste time on the year 2004, maybe i have graduated long time already. I have 3 years working experience, but almost the time is the employer not good till i leave the company. Now i in new environment, i don't know how long i can stand. This company everything is good but just the accounts is too much messy! I really don't know i can use how long time to complete his accounts and management. He is put too much effort on me. What i need for this and that sure he will buy for me, order for me. Give me some power to stand till last on this! God Bless Me!

Last Wednesday after received call from my ah jie, Britney called me for lunch together, my phone K550i dont know what happen till cant on already. Yes, it can on but just cant load into the main page. Is this a notice for me to change a new phone? Actually i'm planned to change my phone end of March, but seems it cant wait... It want me to change..
Called my darl, want him bring me to go buy a new set at night. If can repair then repair, if not really have to buy a new one. We reached The Store Sri Petaling and saw lots of cell phones. I saw one pinkish Sony Ericsson W595, where i liked and see at internet. My darl know and ask the fellow how much he had offer. RM540! Only that price for AP. If original need RM800+. Straight my darl bring me to atm and withdrew the money out for me to buy the phone.

I loved this phone and this is pink where other model dont have. Another point is this is Sony Ericsson phone where i like the brand most! Love my darl where really buy me without say any no to me. He knows my old K550i is time to change where the cell phone this time only lat longer for 2 years.

Thanks lou kong. Fu really appreciate on you love of this. Love you so much!

I Am Shopaholic, Expecially at Shoes~!! Shoes -alic

09 February 2010, Tuesday

Another 3 more days i have to leave this current company. I dont feel any sad or dont wanna to leave. Just feel like hope the time will passing fast so i no need to stuck at this ghost place ever and ever! I never meet a boss who is a calculative till like this. Earn training service, 10% also didnt get from her to you back! But is ok, i'm learn from her. Dont too calculative on this issue. Wish me best of luck laa when i'm coming to next job ok. ... :)

Last weekend was a day where i use $ the most. I use RM1K only for 2 days. I really dont know where did i spend on. Let me think, My new year shirt didnt use much. My mom screw me up because buy new shoes again. This is red high heels shoes where i didnt buy before. I love the shoes where i saw earlier at Jusco, but is really expensive!! RM59 for no discount. This shoes i'm ok with it and finally deal with 50% discount, normal price RM69. I also bought some inner beauty but just used me RM30+. Let see and calculate where did the money goes... .....

Shoes - RM29.50 (RM59 after 50%)
Inner Beauty (Bra + Panties) - RM28.90
Shirt (From Pasar Malam) - RM25.00
Jeans (Vior, Sunway Pyramid) - RM34.90
Biscuits (Kuih Kapet) - RM75.00
Shirt (From ChinaTown) - RM20.00
Shirt (For my sis) - RM50.00
Mom - RM350.00
Phone Topup - RM30.00
MCD - RM23.00
CNY decoration - RM50.00

* I really cant think what did i bought lo. Boo, remind me if any missing didnt list out. Photo will upload soon after i get all capture. *

Because of this 2 days, my legs walked till broke!! My wallet more worst. I really dont know why the expenses can so high. Saturday went out with my sis right after finish work. We are starting our journey to petaling street, then heading to times square again. We only manage to reach home around 7pm+. I didnt bought much but my sis yes! Always remember waste and use money fast! :'(

Next day went to sunway pyramid with my dearest one after collect kuih kapet and breakfast with his aunty family. Again, my legs walked till broke. Keep on complaining to him i'm tired. I know him too. I belt him never walk so long before. Thanks to my darling who willing walk with me. Muakks love you

21 January 2010, Thursday *Stuggling what should i do*

21 January 2010, Thursday *Stuggling what should i do*

IT. .. ...
I dont know why since i'm professional in IT in whole family and among my best friend. But maybe they dont know i'm only to get luck sometimes. Last night because of the pc sudden broke down due to cant access internet, i know i'm no longer expert. I cant manage to settle the small little thing like this. I hate myself why i'm in accounting background but end up with so smart in IT. My dad told me this is another good and technique where everyone should have it. My mom kept blame on me why i'm in IT company but i dont know IT things? Well, this is what reason huh? This make me more down when mom told me this. Everyone thinks i'm success in this carrers, but end with i give up!! I re choosen the subject where belongs to me earlier~ Accounts.

Accounts..
This subject i started to learn basic from high school. If not wrong, the teacher was Puan Yap. She is only the one who can make me so fresh when comes to her subject. When whole class felt asleep in her class, only 5 or 6 of us among 28 students listen to her. I'm the one who listen lecture in class laa~~ That's why thanks to Puan Yap because her influences make me choose this subject become my carrer now. I passed with A1 at Basic Account but i got 7D at my Mathematics!! I keep on mention that accounts totally different with mathematics, but dont know why the 'lou koo poh' keep blamed is same!! Wow!! In my thought, mathematics is a frgure where need to use formula but accounts only need to what is debit and credit. IS TOTALLY DIFFRENT !! I know i'm the stupid among in Chin family, but i'm proud of become in my family because beside my dad, i'm the one good in accounts and IT too. Hehe. .. ...

Auditor.. ... ....
The tasks is little complicated with accounts. Need t crack the head sometimes where need to do some adjustment on. Should i continuue study for my accounts to become charted auditor? or accountant? Let me have some times think about it first ok. I miss my lecture books now. As my dad advice: When comes to work, you want to go back to school life; when stuck in school life, you think working life is good. For me, yea~~~ Study life is better than working life.

Home Tutor. ..
I will do it when get right after married to get some side income. I lovE baby, adore baby and kids. I'm enough patient. I'm easy getting ppl's bully~~

Please bless me~~ Alleh Lu ya~~ AMen :)

14 January 2010, Thursday~ Love My Boo

14 January 2010, Thursday Regardless. ... .... Too long time didnt update blog. I know my dearest sure waiting for me so long long. Bet him already forgotten our love diary already laa~~ Dont tell me you still remember but i know this is where we will keep on till rest of the time. Too fast things happens till i cant remember, i will only update where my mind still freshie ok. x_x I'm resign!! I'm get better offer from other where higher paid here. I know i will be alone that time at the new company but i know i can stuggle there. Bless and pray for me laa please. New company, i will offer myself with in a room. I will fully take care of the company account. Die meh, since graduate from university, no fully use laa~~ Dont know still remember or not. But happy too my Britney ah jie will help me de. Hahaha~ 1st ever join and doing construction company account, i must myself i can do it since i take so much $ from the company.

2nd, I also will take over one condo account where i still not yet call the person in charge. This is also first time i doing the building account, and where someone willing to lend me her hand. Many thanks to Poi Yee, consider one of my ah jie too. She is such nice ppl where i only met her twice. Too many ppl willing to help me. So i cant make them dissapointed on me. I must grow up, i want to let ppl know i'm not useless!! 3rd, Why i'm resign? No one knows the behind story. Actually if 'she' do not issue warning letter to me, i will keep stuggle here. I'm very thanks to her, lecture me, teach me so much of things. I know almost the software for free without paying any extra. I know almost accounting trouble shooting skills. She keeps on mention i'm betrays office loyalty. I'm doing part time outside for the outsider. Wow!! I really fark and pissss off when this listen to my ear. But coward me just keep myself silent, dont want to argue. So, maybe because of this i resign. Please dont blame on me because of this so small matter. When i told you this, 7 days 7 nights also cant finish tell you.

Boo lou kong,
I really dont count how many days we already been together, i only know around 7 months+. I know sometimes of my little girl behaviour make you not happy or if i'm too serious you will drop of your tears. I dont know how long forever is, i just want to with you always. I know this is happens to you too. So, we sama sama learn from each other good and take away the mistakes and errors. Boo, i love to listen or hear from you told me every night you love me, and love hunny pooh all. No doubt, when comes something not happy, we will tell each others sorry. So, appreciation is important in our mind. Be grateful and thankful to you, hope you will doing same thing to others too. Your parents and your aunty where help you a lot once you admitted hospital last 2 times. But no worry i already thanks her laa~~ Happy because god let me meet you and have each chance love you more.

Happy 2 more days into 8 months anniversary!!

Muakss, lou kong, fu fu love you ah~~

28 December 2009, Monday

28 December 2009, Monday 3 more days, the year of 2009 will be end. Been thinking this year, so many things happens around me. Been thinking so much of this things all, now i only realize on this years, i have done nothing. I get nothing. I dont any salary increase but the works non stop doing. I dont know where and need to improve is my lateness, my lazy and my behavior. Lazy is a bug where always keep on crawl through me. Haiz. Anyone? Please help me. .... Yesterday night was first time cook for my dearest's dad. I'm very happy when he told me is nice, delicious. But tasteless i know. I didnt like expert who know cook the food well. I need to improve! Improve my cooking skill.. I know some or part of it but not all. I want become a wife who can cook well for my husband and for his family. I know i can do it. Another thing, i want to further my study. But currently really no time + no money. I need to retake my course. I want to take kindergarden or montoserries programme. I love kids, adore baby and kids. But i'm the one dont wish to stay home once get marry. I want to work to help my husband. I dont want or i'm not the one want him to work hard outside btw i'm just in the home nothing to help with. Sometimes really feel i'm useless till no mood or do one thing till the end. I dont have such nice patient for this or that. My mom ask me to do with account where can get higher pay, but i dont wanna to stick in the office all the time, so i select to run outside. But yet i hate to run outside too much, what the hell i want. I know is time for me to change my current job. This time i really need at least RM1.5k or higher than that. Current salary really dont help me much. Help me!! I must help myself to get better pay. I want to let myself have nice and comfort house. I want!! So fan at the monday. MONDAY BLUEEEEEEE~~~~~~

07 December 2009, Monday - Back from holiday

07 December 2009, Monday

Back from holiday..
Haiz. Feel really dont want to work le. What's wrong with me? The holiday too long and meaningful for me where i'm having my vacation with my love family and my dearest one. *Plakkkk* Wake up la! Been planned that will go to Sabah, Bali. But now still think that how since will join company trip for next year. See how first since now still very long way to go la~~~

Thursday morning raining!! Boo already warning that awake early. But the rain drop so long for a sudden. The long and heavy rain. Put all the luggage into car and i'm almost get wet! After drop them to KL Sentral for then take flight to Penang. Me? With my dearest one drive using car lo. On the way the rain non stop. I'm really tired but also need to accompany him to avoid him sleepy by the way we need to drive for long distance. But last i'm felt asleep. The rain only become small when we passed through Slim River. But also consider with rain. Reach Penang airport and pick them up at 11am+.

Summary:
Live at Bayu Emas Apartment @ Batu Ferenggi
Went to Kek lok shi, pray and buy handbag @ Ayer Hitam
Went to Penang Hill @ Bukit Bendera, drink coconut water
Went to Ayer Hitam @ Biscuit Tambun
Went to Kebun Bunga
Breakfast as american breakfast
Brunch at Butterworth before went back KL
Lunch with Asam Laksa near kek lok shi
Having dinner at Seafood restaurant, hawker stalls at Gurney Drive
@ Seafood Restaurant with: Vege + Toufu + Cheese Baked Lobster + Fish ...
@Gurney Drive Hawker Stall: Oh Jian, Fruit Rojak, Indian Rojak, Fried Koey tiao, Curry mee, Apom...
@Bukit Ferenggi Beach: Enjoy at Hard Rock Hotel even nt live there. Went to their ladies.

Pls: Photos will upload soon. Now no mood to upload. :D

Here really speacial thanks to my dad and mom where go vacation with us after 2 years. Besides also my deaest lao kong go with me. WIll love you always. Muaksss :-*

01 November 2009, Bring Nana home Day

01 November 2009, Sunday
Yesterday late afternoon went to gathering with my university friend. So surprise i only see 5 of them. Really dont know them. But i'm happy cause i'm really long time didnt see them already. We will get another gathering again at next year. Perhaps next year when they comes graduation. Well, boo think you should remember? When i complaint that i want to go ladies, i saw Ty bear at a small stair. From there boo buy me again Nana. Nana had been joined our family le. Thanks boo sayang and love me so much ah. Fu will always love you! :) 25 days more will comes to my birthday already le. Just now when we went to Subang Parade right after finish doing back up -ing for his aunty, i feel so hot and darling bring me to walk walk there. Having Sakae Sushi as lunch. So surprise to know Memory Lane got sell TY bear!! But so sad we didnt found binnie. So i have decided that i will buy binnie back from Ebay soon on this or next week. This time i really will take good care of my nana. I will nt like binnie again de.

Binnie,
Again mommy want to tell you- Mommy miss you! I had been miss you all day and night. Why you dont wanna to let mommy know where are you? Binnie, last late evening mommy bought nana back from Mid valley. Dont angry mommy ok. Even mommy buy her back, mommy still love you as my son! You are always my love son. No one may over you and you are always my lovely eldest son. Yesterday when daddy switch on his laptop, nana so happy and see you on daddy's laptop desktop wallpaper. She asked me why she didnt inside. This is the last picture i had with you. Even you are apart with me and daddy, but always remember that we will always love you. I will not forget you! Mommy will put you deep inside your heart.

Darling,
Thanks for bring nana back to my side to become part of our family. Blue nana. Hehe. Today when we go to Subang Parade, darling also bring me to see the TY beannie bears. Next time we should know already where we can buy TY bear already hor. Dont know hunny pooh will jealous or not cause i bring nana home. Overnight at my house last night and back home today around 925pm. Only use 30 mins reach home. Boo telling me that you using PLUS highway and you are tired even slept 3 hours+ nap at the afternoon. Er. .. ..... Boo, take off your pants!! Hehe. :P

28 October 2009, Miss binnie again

28 October 2009, Wednesday
Suddenly cant sleep so get to wake up to update the blog. Maybe i'm slept at the evening time when reach home. SO i didnt feel any sleepy now. But i know also got to sleep too. Tomorrow i need to on site whole day! I really cant imagine when i will become old and dull in one day later? Did binnie still remember me as his mom when i manage get him back?

Darling,
I had emailed some question regarding ty bear selling in Malaysia. The person in charge told me that binnie was a limited edition in US MacDonald at year 2006. Malaysia cant get this ty bear, he/ she ask me try to ask or try to purchase at Ebay. So can consider that no one can get binnie again in Malaysia. I'm feel really regret till now why i so careless till binnie dropped i also dont know. I feel i'm really miss him. Where did him go? Who toke him away and dont wanna to return to me? My heart really sallow, sad. I miss my binnie! He had been live together with me so long years and now he just leave me like that.

Darling,
Why binnie dont even want to come to my dream where he is now! Why binnie just keep quiet and dont wanna me to secure him from bad ppl's hand? Dont him miss me? Or he angry me dropped him on floor and just run to your grandmom house? I really didnt meant it darling. I miss him. I always think of him before i sleep. But now all become past. If doremon here, i might ask him back to the day and time, take binnie on my hand.

Binnie,
How are you? Got mommy or daddy? Or even Winnie or Hunny? They are missed you. That is include mommy and daddy too. Let us know where are you can? Please dont angry mommy lo ok. Mommy didnt meant want to drop you de. I just accidently dropped you only. Binnie, mommy love you. Really love you. Mommy decided to get another clone of you back to my side. But he cant replace you. Dont angry ya. Muakss

Darling,
This Saturday my university friends gathering and you will be there too. Thanks accompany me go there and become cashier of mine. As promised, we will go to the shop see we can get binnie of not first. Really long time we didnt go to dating already lo. I will take this chance and we can go become sweet sweet again. I love you darling!