We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.
21 January 2010, Thursday*Stuggling what should i do*
IT. .. ... I dont know why since i'm professional in IT in whole family and among my best friend. But maybe they dont know i'm only to get luck sometimes. Last night because of the pc sudden broke down due to cant access internet, i know i'm no longer expert. I cant manage to settle the small little thing like this. I hate myself why i'm in accounting background but end up with so smart in IT. My dad told me this is another good and technique where everyone should have it. My mom kept blame on me why i'm in IT company but i dont know IT things? Well, this is what reason huh? This make me more down when mom told me this. Everyone thinks i'm success in this carrers, but end with i give up!! I re choosen the subject where belongs to me earlier~ Accounts.
Accounts.. This subject i started to learn basic from high school. If not wrong, the teacher was Puan Yap. She is only the one who can make me so fresh when comes to her subject. When whole class felt asleep in her class, only 5 or 6 of us among 28 students listen to her. I'm the one who listen lecture in class laa~~ That's why thanks to Puan Yap because her influences make me choose this subject become my carrer now. I passed with A1 at Basic Account but i got 7D at my Mathematics!! I keep on mention that accounts totally different with mathematics, but dont know why the 'lou koo poh' keep blamed is same!! Wow!! In my thought, mathematics is a frgure where need to use formula but accounts only need to what is debit and credit. IS TOTALLY DIFFRENT !! I know i'm the stupid among in Chin family, but i'm proud of become in my family because beside my dad, i'm the one good in accounts and IT too. Hehe. .. ...
Auditor.. ... .... The tasks is little complicated with accounts. Need t crack the head sometimes where need to do some adjustment on. Should i continuue study for my accounts to become charted auditor? or accountant? Let me have some times think about it first ok. I miss my lecture books now. As my dad advice: When comes to work, you want to go back to school life; when stuck in school life, you think working life is good. For me, yea~~~ Study life is better than working life.
Home Tutor. .. I will do it when get right after married to get some side income. I lovE baby, adore baby and kids. I'm enough patient. I'm easy getting ppl's bully~~
14 January 2010, ThursdayRegardless. ... ....Too long time didnt update blog. I know my dearest sure waiting for me so long long. Bet him already forgotten our love diary already laa~~ Dont tell me you still remember but i know this is where we will keep on till rest of the time. Too fast things happens till i cant remember, i will only update where my mind still freshie ok. x_xI'm resign!! I'm get better offer from other where higher paid here. I know i will be alone that time at the new company but i know i can stuggle there. Bless and pray for me laa please. New company, i will offer myself with in a room. I will fully take care of the company account. Die meh, since graduate from university, no fully use laa~~ Dont know still remember or not. But happy too my Britney ah jie will help me de. Hahaha~ 1st ever join and doing construction company account, i must myself i can do it since i take so much $ from the company.
2nd,I also will take over one condo account where i still not yet call the person in charge. This is also first time i doing the building account, and where someone willing to lend me her hand. Many thanks to Poi Yee, consider one of my ah jie too. She is such nice ppl where i only met her twice. Too many ppl willing to help me. So i cant make them dissapointed on me. I must grow up, i want to let ppl know i'm not useless!!3rd,Why i'm resign? No one knows the behind story. Actually if 'she' do not issue warning letter to me, i will keep stuggle here. I'm very thanks to her, lecture me, teach me so much of things. I know almost the software for free without paying any extra. I know almost accounting trouble shooting skills. She keeps on mention i'm betrays office loyalty. I'm doing part time outside for the outsider. Wow!! I really fark and pissss off when this listen to my ear. But coward me just keep myself silent, dont want to argue. So, maybe because of this i resign. Please dont blame on me because of this so small matter. When i told you this, 7 days 7 nights also cant finish tell you.
Boo lou kong, I really dont count how many days we already been together, i only know around 7 months+. I know sometimes of my little girl behaviour make you not happy or if i'm too serious you will drop of your tears. I dont know how long forever is, i just want to with you always. I know this is happens to you too. So, we sama sama learn from each other good and take away the mistakes and errors. Boo, i love to listen or hear from you told me every night you love me, and love hunny pooh all. No doubt, when comes something not happy, we will tell each others sorry. So, appreciation is important in our mind. Be grateful and thankful to you, hope you will doing same thing to others too. Your parents and your aunty where help you a lot once you admitted hospital last 2 times. But no worry i already thanks her laa~~ Happy because god let me meet you and have each chance love you more.
28 December 2009, Monday3 more days, the year of 2009 will be end. Been thinking this year, so many things happens around me. Been thinking so much of this things all, now i only realize on this years, i have done nothing. I get nothing. I dont any salary increase but the works non stop doing. I dont know where and need to improve is my lateness, my lazy and my behavior. Lazy is a bug where always keep on crawl through me. Haiz. Anyone? Please help me. ....Yesterday night was first time cook for my dearest's dad. I'm very happy when he told me is nice, delicious. But tasteless i know. I didnt like expert who know cook the food well. I need to improve! Improve my cooking skill.. I know some or part of it but not all. I want become a wife who can cook well for my husband and for his family. I know i can do it. Another thing, i want to further my study. But currently really no time + no money. I need to retake my course. I want to take kindergarden or montoserries programme. I love kids, adore baby and kids. But i'm the one dont wish to stay home once get marry. I want to work to help my husband. I dont want or i'm not the one want him to work hard outside btw i'm just in the home nothing to help with. Sometimes really feel i'm useless till no mood or do one thing till the end. I dont have such nice patient for this or that. My mom ask me to do with account where can get higher pay, but i dont wanna to stick in the office all the time, so i select to run outside. But yet i hate to run outside too much, what the hell i want. I know is time for me to change my current job. This time i really need at least RM1.5k or higher than that. Current salary really dont help me much. Help me!! I must help myself to get better pay. I want to let myself have nice and comfort house. I want!! So fan at the monday.MONDAY BLUEEEEEEE~~~~~~
Almost forgotten the blog. Every time when i decided and have a topic to express or share with, sure something will disturb till i cant manage to finish update the blog. Too many things happen within this year, many places i have been went with my dearest. Many times because my childish and need him to pamper me back even that's my false. I dont know starting when i'm be like this till i want to keep myself silent, hate me sometimes.
Just now went to facebook because someone give me his friend request. I saw him! My ex. He is dating with someone else. I dont know what's wrong with me till so pat poh want to know who is she. Read his profile know he was graduated with advance diploma in IT where same with my dearest now. He is famous of naughty student at secondary school at last past time. I also dont know why myself can stay with him till 3 years long till someone snatch him from me. But i'm too bad i have another of him later after him. Till i found my dearest now who really i can resists on. I dont know where he has his patient with me but someone cant. I know he is mine, i am his. Always when i feel fed up or fan, sure he will do something to cheer me up. Ppl told me, cancer man is always who love his partners much then him or herself. From here i know. My ex too.
Update some of the common from 1st week of December ~ now
3/12/09 to 5/12/09 Went to Penang with my family. This is also first time we went together after 7 months we had together. From there, we shop, eat, walk along beach, Hard Rock Hotel, Bayu Emas Apartment, Penang Hill, Gurney Plaza, Gurney Drive Hawker Stall, Gurney Drive Seafood Restaurant, cheese baked lobster, Oh Jian...... Too many things till i cant list all from here. But the memory still fresh in my heart, my mind.
11/12/09 to 12/12/09 This month whole friday selangor holiday till my dearest no need go to work. I'm happy with his accompany. Since last month till now he comes over my home with me, stay with me, just want to have more time together with me. He knows i cant see him during weekdays because of the distance. But i never thought that Internet and webcam can help till no need to miss other too much. Saturday gathering with my old college mates. He also want to join till my friend worry he will boring later. Just because, again he told me, i am his lou poh. -.-
18/12/09 Tropicana Mall. Went to watch movie with Clifton they all. All going with their partner and clifton also ask me the day before will i bring my dearest too? I texted him and told and ask. He wants to join. I'm replied with no and why. I am his lou poh. -.- Always take this reason to "dai" me. Haiz. Really dont know him. I also dont know i always ask him 'why'. -.- Maybe i like to hear when he told me because i'm is lou poh kua. -.-
19/12/09 to 20/12/09 Sunway Pyramid day! Just accompany my sis and bro buy their books. Yea, from here i bring lyly home! I have dinner with my dearest and his family. Ask again why invite me along? Haiz. Again i'm his lou poh lo. -.- His dad had invited me go to his sis's mom in law birthday party at Bangsar Shopping Mall. The dishes were so much delicious and yea, the food are expensive!! One table also need RM1.5k. Wow!! Nvm since the family was rich. They can afford the expenses. :)
23/12/09, 24/12/09 to 25/12/09 My dearest lou kong come overnight at my house as usual after his company dinner. Xmas eve and we didnt go to any where and wait my mom for supper. First time tried on ayam mutabak. Nice also but is oily. Sleep and we hahahaha. You know la. Make love lo. :D
Booo boo lou long, thank you of your 'because you are my lou poh lo' the sentence.Love you always and hehehe, i want yourbanana forever!
Back from holiday.. Haiz. Feel really dont want to work le. What's wrong with me? The holiday too long and meaningful for me where i'm having my vacation with my love family and my dearest one. *Plakkkk* Wake up la! Been planned that will go to Sabah, Bali. But now still think that how since will join company trip for next year. See how first since now still very long way to go la~~~
Thursday morning raining!! Boo already warning that awake early. But the rain drop so long for a sudden. The long and heavy rain. Put all the luggage into car and i'm almost get wet! After drop them to KL Sentral for then take flight to Penang. Me? With my dearest one drive using car lo. On the way the rain non stop. I'm really tired but also need to accompany him to avoid him sleepy by the way we need to drive for long distance. But last i'm felt asleep. The rain only become small when we passed through Slim River. But also consider with rain. Reach Penang airport and pick them up at 11am+.
Summary: Live at Bayu Emas Apartment @ Batu Ferenggi Went to Kek lok shi, pray and buy handbag @ Ayer Hitam Went to Penang Hill @ Bukit Bendera, drink coconut water Went to Ayer Hitam @ Biscuit Tambun Went to Kebun Bunga Breakfast as american breakfast Brunch at Butterworth before went back KL Lunch with Asam Laksa near kek lok shi Having dinner at Seafood restaurant, hawker stalls at Gurney Drive @ Seafood Restaurant with: Vege + Toufu + Cheese Baked Lobster + Fish ... @Gurney Drive Hawker Stall: Oh Jian, Fruit Rojak, Indian Rojak, Fried Koey tiao, Curry mee, Apom... @Bukit Ferenggi Beach: Enjoy at Hard Rock Hotel even nt live there. Went to their ladies.
Pls: Photos will upload soon. Now no mood to upload. :D
Here really speacial thanks to my dad and mom where go vacation with us after 2 years. Besides also my deaest lao kong go with me. WIll love you always. Muaksss :-*
29 November 2009, Sunday Fast, really fastWe already go through together 6 months plus already. Hehe. Never think that i will been with you just first eye sight. Wahahaha¬ Been thinking now also dont know why we can so fast. In to a relationship, respect and trust is always most important one. Thanks to my love one so patient with childish of me. From here, we had our binnie, winnie, hunny, kitty and nana. All of them were bring to me from you darling.
Last night, i really drink till face so red. Boo said my face so red and snap the photo for me see. He told me i'm cute at the pics and i will upload to this when get it from my darling ok. From the pic, i can see how sweet we were, i can imagine why you always want me to become your future wife and yes, we will together and marry soon in 2 years time. This is a promise from you for me.
Boo was sick. We were at home whole day today once awake. He is so caring till no wake me up. He is sick, wrapped himself with the blanket and playing his game. When i'm wake and he slowly comes to me and give me his morning kiss and hug. So warm together with him. Went out pack breakfast for me even he is not feeling well. Wanton Mee + coconut water. He knows i'm sore throat. After had our brunch, watch tv, again we sleep again. Whole day today just SLEEP. Now i can imagine how PIG we are. Hahaha¬¬ I'm tiger but not pig la¬¬ Cook porridge for my boo cuz he really sick. Cabbage and cheese egg. Boo told me this is the thing where cant buy from outside. Boo keep on praise me. So happy le :)See doctor before send me home. I love you darling¬¬¬See you at next 3 days. Muaksss
26 November 2009, Thursday TodayIs my 23th birthday! Wish myself happy birthday. Actually already planned that will stay with my dearest one but suddenly of one command i turns to need to work. So sad and manager already voiced out for me, but my boss keep my me to work for them. Dont office still got other ppl can help me some? Why i'm on leave still want me to work! Ok, since i'm birthday today so i didnt meant want to angry. I'm only stay there for 4 hours, but also pai seh cuz he is waiting for me so long!
Well, today got to wait one whole day in immigrate department. Awake at 7am+ and reach there around 8am. Take pics and finish done all the form filling around 840am. Lucky boo was around Q up for me btw i take pics from other side, if not sure today cant take the passport so fast. Take number as 1114~ Mommy birthday! Wait for number calling from 850am till 11am+ only my turn! Now you may imagine that how FAST and FURIOUS our government is. Sweating when talking about them again. -.-
Here i'm many thanks to my boo's aunty, where i called her jiejie always. She texted me at last mid night around 12am+ and wish me happy birthday! She is the most earliest one compare best friend of mine. Feel touched and i'm only met her nt more than 5 times! She treat me so well and i'm really happy to let myself know is she treat me as my best friend too. Hahaha. She is second Lydia Sum. I loveeee her so much! Thanks ya sis your dinner last night.
This morning when awake my boo wish me and give me his morning kiss. So lovely couple we are. Hehe. :D Following with my kids~ Hunny and my beloved winnie. Mommy love you all! Boo's parents also wish me too. Feel so touch when get it from them. :) Best and wish ppl in this world can stay in a shelter and no more ppl hungry for food. Hope too my boo will marry me soon la. Lalalala~~~ :P Get ah pian's text when finish take my passport size photo. Really dont imagine that he still remember it. I also will remember your's as well~~~ 06/12. Where coming soon lo. Another touch thing when i'm on my facebook, wahahahaa~ Also so many wishes from all my lovely friend. Thanks ya guys and girls~~~~ Muakkkksss
Being little small girl when my boo is around but will comes to mature when goes to others. Loving, caring and understanding lover. Love cook, explore new things. Want to travel all over the world if have extra money
