We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.
28 December 2009, Monday3 more days, the year of 2009 will be end. Been thinking this year, so many things happens around me. Been thinking so much of this things all, now i only realize on this years, i have done nothing. I get nothing. I dont any salary increase but the works non stop doing. I dont know where and need to improve is my lateness, my lazy and my behavior. Lazy is a bug where always keep on crawl through me. Haiz. Anyone? Please help me. ....Yesterday night was first time cook for my dearest's dad. I'm very happy when he told me is nice, delicious. But tasteless i know. I didnt like expert who know cook the food well. I need to improve! Improve my cooking skill.. I know some or part of it but not all. I want become a wife who can cook well for my husband and for his family. I know i can do it. Another thing, i want to further my study. But currently really no time + no money. I need to retake my course. I want to take kindergarden or montoserries programme. I love kids, adore baby and kids. But i'm the one dont wish to stay home once get marry. I want to work to help my husband. I dont want or i'm not the one want him to work hard outside btw i'm just in the home nothing to help with. Sometimes really feel i'm useless till no mood or do one thing till the end. I dont have such nice patient for this or that. My mom ask me to do with account where can get higher pay, but i dont wanna to stick in the office all the time, so i select to run outside. But yet i hate to run outside too much, what the hell i want. I know is time for me to change my current job. This time i really need at least RM1.5k or higher than that. Current salary really dont help me much. Help me!! I must help myself to get better pay. I want to let myself have nice and comfort house. I want!! So fan at the monday.MONDAY BLUEEEEEEE~~~~~~
Almost forgotten the blog. Every time when i decided and have a topic to express or share with, sure something will disturb till i cant manage to finish update the blog. Too many things happen within this year, many places i have been went with my dearest. Many times because my childish and need him to pamper me back even that's my false. I dont know starting when i'm be like this till i want to keep myself silent, hate me sometimes.
Just now went to facebook because someone give me his friend request. I saw him! My ex. He is dating with someone else. I dont know what's wrong with me till so pat poh want to know who is she. Read his profile know he was graduated with advance diploma in IT where same with my dearest now. He is famous of naughty student at secondary school at last past time. I also dont know why myself can stay with him till 3 years long till someone snatch him from me. But i'm too bad i have another of him later after him. Till i found my dearest now who really i can resists on. I dont know where he has his patient with me but someone cant. I know he is mine, i am his. Always when i feel fed up or fan, sure he will do something to cheer me up. Ppl told me, cancer man is always who love his partners much then him or herself. From here i know. My ex too.
Update some of the common from 1st week of December ~ now
3/12/09 to 5/12/09 Went to Penang with my family. This is also first time we went together after 7 months we had together. From there, we shop, eat, walk along beach, Hard Rock Hotel, Bayu Emas Apartment, Penang Hill, Gurney Plaza, Gurney Drive Hawker Stall, Gurney Drive Seafood Restaurant, cheese baked lobster, Oh Jian...... Too many things till i cant list all from here. But the memory still fresh in my heart, my mind.
11/12/09 to 12/12/09 This month whole friday selangor holiday till my dearest no need go to work. I'm happy with his accompany. Since last month till now he comes over my home with me, stay with me, just want to have more time together with me. He knows i cant see him during weekdays because of the distance. But i never thought that Internet and webcam can help till no need to miss other too much. Saturday gathering with my old college mates. He also want to join till my friend worry he will boring later. Just because, again he told me, i am his lou poh. -.-
18/12/09 Tropicana Mall. Went to watch movie with Clifton they all. All going with their partner and clifton also ask me the day before will i bring my dearest too? I texted him and told and ask. He wants to join. I'm replied with no and why. I am his lou poh. -.- Always take this reason to "dai" me. Haiz. Really dont know him. I also dont know i always ask him 'why'. -.- Maybe i like to hear when he told me because i'm is lou poh kua. -.-
19/12/09 to 20/12/09 Sunway Pyramid day! Just accompany my sis and bro buy their books. Yea, from here i bring lyly home! I have dinner with my dearest and his family. Ask again why invite me along? Haiz. Again i'm his lou poh lo. -.- His dad had invited me go to his sis's mom in law birthday party at Bangsar Shopping Mall. The dishes were so much delicious and yea, the food are expensive!! One table also need RM1.5k. Wow!! Nvm since the family was rich. They can afford the expenses. :)
23/12/09, 24/12/09 to 25/12/09 My dearest lou kong come overnight at my house as usual after his company dinner. Xmas eve and we didnt go to any where and wait my mom for supper. First time tried on ayam mutabak. Nice also but is oily. Sleep and we hahahaha. You know la. Make love lo. :D
Booo boo lou long, thank you of your 'because you are my lou poh lo' the sentence.Love you always and hehehe, i want yourbanana forever!
Back from holiday.. Haiz. Feel really dont want to work le. What's wrong with me? The holiday too long and meaningful for me where i'm having my vacation with my love family and my dearest one. *Plakkkk* Wake up la! Been planned that will go to Sabah, Bali. But now still think that how since will join company trip for next year. See how first since now still very long way to go la~~~
Thursday morning raining!! Boo already warning that awake early. But the rain drop so long for a sudden. The long and heavy rain. Put all the luggage into car and i'm almost get wet! After drop them to KL Sentral for then take flight to Penang. Me? With my dearest one drive using car lo. On the way the rain non stop. I'm really tired but also need to accompany him to avoid him sleepy by the way we need to drive for long distance. But last i'm felt asleep. The rain only become small when we passed through Slim River. But also consider with rain. Reach Penang airport and pick them up at 11am+.
Summary: Live at Bayu Emas Apartment @ Batu Ferenggi Went to Kek lok shi, pray and buy handbag @ Ayer Hitam Went to Penang Hill @ Bukit Bendera, drink coconut water Went to Ayer Hitam @ Biscuit Tambun Went to Kebun Bunga Breakfast as american breakfast Brunch at Butterworth before went back KL Lunch with Asam Laksa near kek lok shi Having dinner at Seafood restaurant, hawker stalls at Gurney Drive @ Seafood Restaurant with: Vege + Toufu + Cheese Baked Lobster + Fish ... @Gurney Drive Hawker Stall: Oh Jian, Fruit Rojak, Indian Rojak, Fried Koey tiao, Curry mee, Apom... @Bukit Ferenggi Beach: Enjoy at Hard Rock Hotel even nt live there. Went to their ladies.
Pls: Photos will upload soon. Now no mood to upload. :D
Here really speacial thanks to my dad and mom where go vacation with us after 2 years. Besides also my deaest lao kong go with me. WIll love you always. Muaksss :-*
Being little small girl when my boo is around but will comes to mature when goes to others. Loving, caring and understanding lover. Love cook, explore new things. Want to travel all over the world if have extra money
