21 October 2009, Wednesday
Tonight my dearest on night duty. Since he already promised me he will take care himself so i didnt worry him much. He already used to be night duty since dont know how long ago. So, as usual i will patiently wait for his call till i sleep later.
My Dear Binnie,
Forgive mommy that miss you till cried every night then only sleep. Mommy really miss you till every night have to think of you before sleep. How are you there? Since this few days raining, are you be fine? Mommy really no idea where are you now. Your daddy's mommy ask the malay kids, they said yes, they saw you on floor, but didnt pick you up and just left you on the floor. I'm worry did the cat toke you away and eat your body till cant see you in this life again? No matter how, mommy will get you back. I dont want you are on others' hand.
Binnie,
Mommy got something want to tell you. Mommy decided to purchase another set ty binnies' from Ebay. I want to get all your family to join back together. If mommy really cant get you back, can mommy to bring another binnie back home? Mommy already told your didi -es and daddy the new binnie ant replace you. You are the always eldest son of mine. No one will over you and i will always let Winnie and Hunny know you are always eldest brother of them. They are always ask mommy and daddy when you will back home and go to school with them again.
Binnie,
Take care yourself since mommy is not there. I cant give you milk milk since Sunday night. I'm very sorry binnie. Forgive mommy ok. Mommy really miss you. Shall i print out your photo and distribute to all your daddy's neighbors? Should i? This is daddy's idea. Mommy had been waiting for you comes to mommy's dream since Sunday night. Why you didnt come and let mommy know whre are you? Why? Dont you want mommy to secure you from bad ppl's hand? Hope really binnie today come to mommy's dream ok. When daddy going to night duty tonight too will chant for you to make you feel better.
Binnie,
Take care till mommy and daddy found you. Mommy love you, we will love you always.
Darling,
Thanks for searching whole net just look Binnie for me. I love you and sure we manage to get all the binnie later. I very very love you!!
Muakssss
Binnie, daddy miss you till compose song for you, did you listen or read it. i cry when i write it and read it back again. grad GOr gor miss you too. he ask me where is binnie i say we lost him in front of my house, then he cry why we not bring him back or so careless not looking back before we go away let binnie his friend on the floor , i say sorry again. he dry that why binnie come to our house no go see him to talk to him, now he had no chance to see him already he miss you so much.
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